Apr 21, 2005 09:51
I'm sick of this.
Im sick of it always being "my fault"
why is it my fault when things go wrong,
when you hurt me and talk to you about it.
you say you hate drama, yet you cause so much.
If you hate me so much, then why are we so close?
or am i just blind?
Is this whole thing for real?
I'm sick of me allowing you to walk all over me.
I'm sick of me saying sorry when i know i didn't do anything wrong
i'm sick of you throwing me and tossing me down
picking on me like i'm nothing.
I'm sick of things you say to me.
i don't deserve it.
at all.
what have i done to you?
Nothing.
I have shown love to you
when you say i haven't.
I'm the only one that says something to you
when no one else will because they are too afraid.
I'm the one who is there for you
when that one person broke your heart.
Im the one that listened.
why do u act like i hurt you all the time?
I honestly don't understand.
If YOU want our friendship to be over
then fine.
you decide.
Cause i'm done fighting for something
that doesn't even seem like is there anymore.