weak.
Cheated on my boyfriend... feel like a horrible person and I'm extremely tempted to hurt myself.
I should explain. I started a new job, my co-worker is changing his sex (pre-op) so that he can be a man. We've been flirting with eachother since I started there, I didn't want to tell my boyfriend as he'd be pissed. He got suspicious and searched through my msn convo history and found out everything. He considered it emotional cheating and got really pissed, but after the crap he's pulled he says he understands why I wanted to. We sortof made up but I'm still so confused... I am still extremely tempted by him, I haven't felt any kind of romantic interest in like a year and this all of a sudden is overwhelming.
I've been with my bf for 5 and a half years, this thing with my co-worker would be a one-time thing, twice max... i know why I'm so tempted by him, and its tearing me up that I keep putting myself through this crap. I respect strong women. I hate myself right now.
If i had enough money to live on my own this wouldn't be happening, I'd just move right out but I can't.
I should explain. I started a new job, my co-worker is changing his sex (pre-op) so that he can be a man. We've been flirting with eachother since I started there, I didn't want to tell my boyfriend as he'd be pissed. He got suspicious and searched through my msn convo history and found out everything. He considered it emotional cheating and got really pissed, but after the crap he's pulled he says he understands why I wanted to. We sortof made up but I'm still so confused... I am still extremely tempted by him, I haven't felt any kind of romantic interest in like a year and this all of a sudden is overwhelming.
I've been with my bf for 5 and a half years, this thing with my co-worker would be a one-time thing, twice max... i know why I'm so tempted by him, and its tearing me up that I keep putting myself through this crap. I respect strong women. I hate myself right now.
If i had enough money to live on my own this wouldn't be happening, I'd just move right out but I can't.