freaking out
feeling really depressed right now. My friend's friend killed himself and he's really upset about it, I'm so worried that he's going to lose it again and I can't DO anything because I now live 2400km away from him. At least last time my boyfriend was there to help him out, talk to him and calm him down and make sure he took his meds... but now we can't do anything.
I feel like S.I.ing again because I'm so stressed about it, I haven't since september I don't wanna mess it up, my boyfriend would be really upset if I did.
I think I'll try to paint to vent, but I just don't feel like doing anything. It's so strange, I feel depressed yet I feel like freaking out and destroying something, or even just going nuts on a painting. Haven't felt like this in so long, I guess I just need to vent some stress again.
Hope everyone's holidays are going ok, best of luck
I feel like S.I.ing again because I'm so stressed about it, I haven't since september I don't wanna mess it up, my boyfriend would be really upset if I did.
I think I'll try to paint to vent, but I just don't feel like doing anything. It's so strange, I feel depressed yet I feel like freaking out and destroying something, or even just going nuts on a painting. Haven't felt like this in so long, I guess I just need to vent some stress again.
Hope everyone's holidays are going ok, best of luck