Realisation
I finally realized it's time I need help.
I've been cutting from my 13th 'till my 16th, and I luckily healed for the next two years but I was left with a lot of scarring. It took me so much effort to stop cutting, but I did, and now I find my life overwhelming me. A new town, university, a girlfriend wanting to break up with me, issues with parents and money etcetera. I've been in and out of depressions for the past two years.
I have no other way of dealing with things than cutting. Talking to my family is not an option for several reasons. I don't want to go back into therapy as it's done more harm than good. This is the only possibility I see left, but I just know I shouldn't be doing it.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
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I've been cutting from my 13th 'till my 16th, and I luckily healed for the next two years but I was left with a lot of scarring. It took me so much effort to stop cutting, but I did, and now I find my life overwhelming me. A new town, university, a girlfriend wanting to break up with me, issues with parents and money etcetera. I've been in and out of depressions for the past two years.
I have no other way of dealing with things than cutting. Talking to my family is not an option for several reasons. I don't want to go back into therapy as it's done more harm than good. This is the only possibility I see left, but I just know I shouldn't be doing it.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
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