pain pain pain

[doscheekers]

im surprised im still standing.
my mom decided to try and kill herself OOPS yet again...
i felt like i wanted to do it completly and try and do it myself
to show her what it feels like
i didnt.
but i know its comming
trying to stay strong but for how long.
im counting the days until i break
I snapped though i screamed and screamed my heart out
WHY is it that when things start to go right they all crumble down on top
of all the good things that are being offered

xx.cut will happen again
trying to stay strong.