ooooooooh yes. saturday night home alone.
ahh yes, saturday night home alone. just me, the computer humming, and my ACT book. haha i jusrt spent the last 3 hours doing a practice test. which i did pretty decent on considering it was my actual test. 28 english and 31 on math etc. haha science.. not as good. haha i need to refresh my memory. im tryign to play catch up. i should have done this ages ago. seeing as the test is in a week. oh well. i gotta make the best of it. i just want to get higher than a 30, cause then ill def get into boston. well not definately, but yeah.. syracuse's range was like.. 23-26. i did a happy dance in my head when i saw that. haha but anyway.. my brain = mush. anyway..
i cant believe that im here, in this place again. how did i manage to mess up one more time? this pattern seems to be the pattern of my life.
to carho: i got your comment on the last thing. just FYI i love you SO MUCH. i cant believe youve been putting up with me the last couple of weeks. im so bitchy tired and frustrated cause of calc and this college crap, and testing. it means SO much that you havent given up on me. you still call me to see what im doing. you still leave me messages when im at work. i cant even put into words how much that means to me. our friendship really has stood the test of time. it brings me tears of joy right now just typing about it. i am truly blessed to have a friend like you.thanks for putting up with me and my busy ass. ugh. itll be over soon. i just keep telling myself that.
GUESS WHAT i just figured out how to use RICH TEXT. feel free to ridicule. cause i did. haha im an idiot. this pink is cute.and this blue. haha okay ill stop it now.
i remember during the math section i put my head on my arm to think or something.. and i smelled like waffle cones. mmmmmm yum. *i def made waffle cones and waffle bowls today at work** oh coldstone, i heart you.
to caitlin and caitlin: thanks so much for visiting me at work last night!! i dont know why that makes me so happy, but it does. even if im not suffering like i was at sk. hahah sorry it was a bit busy and i couldnt get you guys icecream. and sorry we dont have PEPPERMINT. SORRY CAITLIN haha. oh you girls. i love you.
SEE! WHO NEEDS BOYS WHEN I HAVE FRIENDS LIKE YOU GIRLS.
oh and also, mac, connie, madison, rachel spreen, and hannah yee all "visited" me at coldstone last night. im assuming they were doing freshman initiations for Vball. it was funny cause the first flock came in and i was like FUCK im not serving all of you. haha and they were like heres a dollar!PPPPLEASE SING haha. i was like SURE. and we sang for them then they left. absolutely no work applied. haha thats my kind of money. anyway.
my dad made some pretty rockin burgers tonight. they were awesome. and i had my coldstone icecream in the freezer. so yeah i ate well tonight. it was my first real meal in a while cause i woke up at like 1230 today and just went to wrok at 1. haha whew. im tired.
GUESS WHAT I ALSO SMELL LIKE!? just guess..
okay ill tell you... LEATHER!!! FROM MY LETTERMAN!! WOOO ITS SO GORGEOUS. i think laura was the only one who understood how excited i was.. hahah even though she gave me a strange look... yeah i did wear it outside while going to my car. then i took it off. but im wearing it now, cause the house is cold. its comfy, strange enough, i wasnt really expecting it to be comfy. but yeah
good morning, the night is over and gone. i thought once this dark would last for so long. feel the sunlight on my face, you have brought me through this place. jesus, you found me. through the lone night you lead me. you set me free. beautiful song.
leather and wafflecones. mmmm.. i could drift off to sleep right now.
im completely at peace with myself. be proud.