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This is such a weird feeling.
Im so happy with my life right now.
Yet. Somethings wrong.
not with my life or me or the people in my life.
But with whats out there.
Maybe i should stop philisophically
rambling in my diary. And maybe i should
stop watching the news. Or watching the spoiled
kids i feel bad for talk to their friends in lunch.
But i just feel so depressed about
our world. It sucks realizing so many
little simple truths that no one else
can seem to see. And to not be able to
do anything about them. And i mean.
I try to be passifist. But i hate letting things slip away.
I dont want to just go on with my insignifigant teenage life.
Well i do. but i dont want to be insignifigant and powerless.
unimpressionable to others.
I either want to be 4 again or be 20 forever.
What will time do to me.
Im so happy with my life right now.
Yet. Somethings wrong.
not with my life or me or the people in my life.
But with whats out there.
Maybe i should stop philisophically
rambling in my diary. And maybe i should
stop watching the news. Or watching the spoiled
kids i feel bad for talk to their friends in lunch.
But i just feel so depressed about
our world. It sucks realizing so many
little simple truths that no one else
can seem to see. And to not be able to
do anything about them. And i mean.
I try to be passifist. But i hate letting things slip away.
I dont want to just go on with my insignifigant teenage life.
Well i do. but i dont want to be insignifigant and powerless.
unimpressionable to others.
I either want to be 4 again or be 20 forever.
What will time do to me.