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i had 1 good day out of this week but i still ended up crying at the end
y cant i just let it go its ruining my life y cant i just give it up and
move on give it all up be happy again but doesnt look like im goin to be
happy for a long time even if i do surround myself with happy people or
people who make me happy instead of yelling at me as soon as i get up in
the morning (thank u steve) or call me rite before i go to bed & help me
cry myself to sleep even though i didnt sleep at all i hate this i hate
myself for everything ive ever done esspecially going to mercy i wasnt
happy there sophmore year i should have left and went 2 north haven mite
have been happier guess ill never know but atleast college is coming ill
meet new ppl there but end up transfering to western for the theater pro
well im tired and just needed to vent as always so if u read this & have
any advice on how i could just drop it and be happy please leave some i
REALLY NEED IT. < / 3Kenj
y cant i just let it go its ruining my life y cant i just give it up and
move on give it all up be happy again but doesnt look like im goin to be
happy for a long time even if i do surround myself with happy people or
people who make me happy instead of yelling at me as soon as i get up in
the morning (thank u steve) or call me rite before i go to bed & help me
cry myself to sleep even though i didnt sleep at all i hate this i hate
myself for everything ive ever done esspecially going to mercy i wasnt
happy there sophmore year i should have left and went 2 north haven mite
have been happier guess ill never know but atleast college is coming ill
meet new ppl there but end up transfering to western for the theater pro
well im tired and just needed to vent as always so if u read this & have
any advice on how i could just drop it and be happy please leave some i
REALLY NEED IT. < / 3Kenj