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The theme of my last couple days.. dealing with unusual people. Example.. I went to go buy myself a new cd player. Got it for a good price, and got a free warranty out of it. Anyways, I was with my dad. He was looking at digital cameras, and this guy that worked there was talking to him for like 10 minutes. Eventually the guy said a racist remark towards my dad and I. I started to go off on him, but I just ended up walking out of the store. Then I noticed something with a few people who claim to be my friends. Not calling anyone out.. just stating what I notice. I've noticed people say they're my friend, but certain friends don't show it.. Like.. if I'll IM you.. call you? You know you got my msg, but you'll just let the message sit there instead of saying you don't want to be bothered for whatever reasons, or i'll get back to you later, etc..
I went to the doctor yestrday. He drew some blood from me.. that sucked! I have homeword to do, but I've been sleeping lately.. I've been thinking about things I can't control right now, and I shouldn't be thinking about it as much as I have lately. The one thing I wish I could control is my fucking emotions and feelings for people, etc. It's just like now.. for example I care for someone.. I'm making my best effort to get to know her. I haven't spoke to her in a 3 weeks, and it's just driving my nuts. That's another reason why I've been losing focus, because I guess she's been on my mind a lot lately. I just miss talking to her.. whether it's online or on the phone..I miss her, but what can do about it? Nothing, and that's what irks me. I just hope she's alright and that we talk soon! I tried calling her earlier this week, but no one answered the phone. So I just really got my thoughts together and sent her an email. To be honest, in that email I was really trying to be heartfelt, because she's just been on my mind a lot lately. It's just that in that email.. I was really honest with how I feel, and I've never really been this honest with my feelings about someone in a long while. I just hope things workout for the positive with her, and I hope she gives me a positive response!
I made a new friend recently.. that's a good thing.. :) Enogugh babbling for me today..
*peace*
I went to the doctor yestrday. He drew some blood from me.. that sucked! I have homeword to do, but I've been sleeping lately.. I've been thinking about things I can't control right now, and I shouldn't be thinking about it as much as I have lately. The one thing I wish I could control is my fucking emotions and feelings for people, etc. It's just like now.. for example I care for someone.. I'm making my best effort to get to know her. I haven't spoke to her in a 3 weeks, and it's just driving my nuts. That's another reason why I've been losing focus, because I guess she's been on my mind a lot lately. I just miss talking to her.. whether it's online or on the phone..I miss her, but what can do about it? Nothing, and that's what irks me. I just hope she's alright and that we talk soon! I tried calling her earlier this week, but no one answered the phone. So I just really got my thoughts together and sent her an email. To be honest, in that email I was really trying to be heartfelt, because she's just been on my mind a lot lately. It's just that in that email.. I was really honest with how I feel, and I've never really been this honest with my feelings about someone in a long while. I just hope things workout for the positive with her, and I hope she gives me a positive response!
I made a new friend recently.. that's a good thing.. :) Enogugh babbling for me today..
*peace*