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Well.. I haven't posted in a while, because I haven't been on the net in a while. I wish I didn't log on the net, but what's done is done. The reason I feel that way is because I found out 2 things that have really got me feeling sad, and it's been hard for me to sleep lately. The 1st thing I found out was a friend of mine.. she had her heartbroken. Which really sucks, because she really seems to be a great person, but she seems to have the worse luck when it comes to guys. The 2nd thing I found out was that someone I really care for.. she might be seeing someone sooner or later. I saw a pic of what the guy looked like. I also did some reading up on him, and I must say.. He's the tpye of guy I wish I was. He seems to be the "perfect guy." What I mean is.. he's tall, multilingual, a great smile,
college guy(not for sure if he is a college guy), and he seems to have a lot going for him. How can I compete with that? To be honest.. I'm going to try my best, but I know I can't compete with the type of guy he is. Well.. let me not go off crying a river yet, because I have no idea if my friend is really going to try to date/talk to this guy? I won't know until I get home next week. If she is going to talk/date this guy? I'll just stop talking to her for a few months.. so that way I'm not a burden to her. School has been ok. I joined my school's newspaper the other day. I've really been trying to get into my book lately, because that seems to be the one thing that can take my mind off of things. Well.. that's enough for now...
*peace*
college guy(not for sure if he is a college guy), and he seems to have a lot going for him. How can I compete with that? To be honest.. I'm going to try my best, but I know I can't compete with the type of guy he is. Well.. let me not go off crying a river yet, because I have no idea if my friend is really going to try to date/talk to this guy? I won't know until I get home next week. If she is going to talk/date this guy? I'll just stop talking to her for a few months.. so that way I'm not a burden to her. School has been ok. I joined my school's newspaper the other day. I've really been trying to get into my book lately, because that seems to be the one thing that can take my mind off of things. Well.. that's enough for now...
*peace*