May 24, 2005 00:01
Well my brother went back to his grandmother's house today. It was good to catch up on old times with him, and see him. I haven't seen him in a year or so, and it was just great to see him. The only thing that bothered me was my dad's attitude most of the time my brother was here. My dad was just really acting fake, and shitty towards me. He's an asshole to begin with. The sad part is he admits to being an asshole, and is proud of it. His behavior last weekend was worse than usual. Today he was trying to apologize in his own way, but he can save his apologies, because our relationship is already ruined. I tried working with him to fix it, but it's proven to be pointless, because he always will be an asshole. He always will treat me like I'm stupid and like I'm beneath him or something. So oh well. It doesn't really matter to me anymore if we work out our relationship or not? On a lighter note, I've read a little bit of Angels and Demons today. I didn't get into it like I wanted to, because every time I started reading my brother was trying to distract me from reading. Tomorrow I'm going to really get into the book! Well.. I'm sleepy. I did find out I'll be leaving for school in July. I guess we'll see how things play out on that one!?
*peace*