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Jan 03, 2009 00:53

There is a place and a time for everyone to grow up and stand up for them selves and what they believe in. Latly I have been thinking alot about this being my time to do so. I was once the type of person that if you looked at me wrong then i would get pissed off. It still comes out from time to time, mainly when i see someone looking at my girlfriend in that type of way but I have been doing some soul searching and I really think that i had more fun when i was the old me and when i really didn't give a shit about people that weren't in my life. Don't get me wrong people i care about i will always care about and you guys know who you are because i have told all of you over and over and over again how cool you are. But i am getting to the point where I just don't even care anymore. My eyes are constantly pointed in one direction and my mind in a nother and my feet are just standing still. Time to start walking again and just mow over people. Sorry ahead of time to the people that are going to be in my way but you probably shouldn't have been there to start with. No there isn't anyone off the top of my head that i can think of that are going to be in my way so people don't get this twisted at all. I am not on here to diss anyone. All I am saying is that I am not going to sit on the sidelines like i have been for the past year or so. Tonight I am growing the balls and that is that. So join me or be against me. Either way I don't give a fuck anymore. Keep your friends close and your enemys closer, that is the way i was raised.

Another thing, A friend is someone whom someone knows, likes and trusts. And a best friend is the friend that you are closest to. So says dictionary.com. In my eyes a friend is someone that you could trust, someone who would always be there for you and would want you by them. A best friend is all of that but more. Some one that you could always trust and always count on. Someone that without a doubt would drop everything (including there beverage) and be there for you no matter what. And it is someone that no matter whatb they are doing or where they are going would always want you to be there with them and would always call/text to see if you wanted to go. I know who my best friends are and i know who my friends are and i know who my aquantences are. That's all i am going to say.

But other than all that crap i think my life has been pretty swell as of late. I am probably goijng to be struggling through school because my mind has been else where. Who cares. I feel like i have gotten alot closer to eric in the past week. Which got me thi9nking about the old days and how great they were. You know those were the real days. Where everyone i hung out with were my best friends. When everytime we all hung out there was never a bad or boring time. We didn't play board games to pass time. We didn't need to have money to go out. We didn't need alcohol to loosen up a mood. All we needed was eachother. All i needed was eric, adam, kurt, and carrie. These people right here are my bestfriends. Even now i know that any four of them would drop what they were doing whether it was playing the bass guitar for the concert tomorrow, or drop the baseball bat and come over to watch latin kings of comedy, or drop the girl and kid and come skate with me, or even drop the curling iron when your hair is half curled and half straight to come talk to me. You guys are and always will be true friends. Things were good back then because no one was fake, no one had worries, every body was there own person and we didn't have to question eachother. If one of us said jump we all did. Those are friends. These people are family. Always have been and always will be. I am just letting all of you guy know this, but i love all of you and no matter what I am doing in my life i will always drop what I am doing and be there for you as soon as possible. Whether it be the 2 minutes to your house or the 18 hour drive to be at your conceret because you need me there. Blood in and blood out. We are the fantastic four and always will be. Think about that!

Make love not war!
-Jon
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