Nov 21, 2005 16:29
i really dont like the taste of blood , i figure this is just stress now , im a wreck ...deep down inside these past couple days have payed a toll on my innards. anxiety is in full effect. there is blood in the subway soup bowl and a crack in my heart.
i didnt mean to freak out so fuckin hard but what am i supposed to do when the thing i say dont mean anything to you?
how ami supposed to feel when what matters to me makes you say things that will just hurt me.
my fuckin stomach kills.