Not so Good
So pretty much every effort I've made hasn't mattered. According to them I'm a fuck up and apparently one of the best but the worst at the same time. I have all that "wasted talent" and am "too immature". How easy it is to say ignore them it's not true. But it is true. I don't understand. I have greatness in me..for as long as I can remember I knew that I was great. I knew I would do great things in my life and achieve my goals. I just failed. I'm really not happy infact more than anything in the world I hate to have failed. I want to disappear. Don't fucking act like you know who the hell I am you don't. Don't tell me I've had an easy life because nobody but me knows everything. Don't tell me that I am selfish because I know I'm not. Don't tell me I should be happy because my heart aches constantly. Don't tell me you know what I'm gonna do because only I do. I reach out and am constanly short. Someone steps near me and I back up. I back up and inside I'm screaming for someone to hold me. The black emptiness haunts me.