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OMG!! Why does stuff bother me? I could freaking careless about what is actually going on then b/c I have plans anyway but why do I get all upset when she won't tell me? I get all crazy and frusterated and now I'm crying about it...why? WHY THE HELL DO I CARE SO MUCH? why does it hurt my feelings so bad that she won't tell me one thing? Why isn't my mascara water proof? lol I guess I just need to cool down. I just wish people could be in my head for one day...When things make me frusterated it's worse than when people hurt my feelings. I just wanna forget about it and I can't and she won't even give me a good reason as to why she won't tell me. DOES SHE FREAKING NOT CARE?