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i feel really depresed at the moment life is just not playing nice. everything is so negative.
i don't know if i have a future with said person any more which scares me silly. not really for me but for my boy. but can i really do the thing i said i'd never do and saty for the child. keep it normal!? he is the best thing in the world, but i'm not sure if it will have a neagive effect on him after all if i'm living a lie.
i just don't care anymore. no energy...so very low and lonley.
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i don't know if i have a future with said person any more which scares me silly. not really for me but for my boy. but can i really do the thing i said i'd never do and saty for the child. keep it normal!? he is the best thing in the world, but i'm not sure if it will have a neagive effect on him after all if i'm living a lie.
i just don't care anymore. no energy...so very low and lonley.
......