November First.
Today, today, is November first. I ate my last slushie. I made this goody-two-shoes buy me a new one because her dog attacked my first one. I talked to Jack for the last time. I tried to pull away my emotions attached to him. And I saw Jay-a miracle of all miracles! He wanted to come with me, but, he has to stay in school.
I've decided to leave tonight, instead of tomorrow. It's not easy to wait. Saab is going to take me home. I spoke to him tonight. He told me he was going to take me home in something very special. He told me he put a lot of effort into it. I cannot wait to see it. I am cannot wait to see him.
Saab. Dark-skinned, dark hair, dark eyes. Dark looks. His looks may be decieving, but he is the kindest man I've met. He a friend of Christian's. I met him through Christian. We became good friends-the three of us. Christian didn't like Scotchy. Scotchy didn't understand. I think he was envious. Yet, Saab was always detached.
Until Christian was murdered. Emotion seemed to just slam into him. He was...he was crying.
But-I'd rather not talk of Christians death. Because it makes me feel forlorn. At least I have Saab. He makes the loss easier to cope with. I knew he needed me. But I left him there, anyway.
I'm surprised he isn't angry. Saab doesn't hold grudges...I think he understood.
I've decided to leave tonight, instead of tomorrow. It's not easy to wait. Saab is going to take me home. I spoke to him tonight. He told me he was going to take me home in something very special. He told me he put a lot of effort into it. I cannot wait to see it. I am cannot wait to see him.
Saab. Dark-skinned, dark hair, dark eyes. Dark looks. His looks may be decieving, but he is the kindest man I've met. He a friend of Christian's. I met him through Christian. We became good friends-the three of us. Christian didn't like Scotchy. Scotchy didn't understand. I think he was envious. Yet, Saab was always detached.
Until Christian was murdered. Emotion seemed to just slam into him. He was...he was crying.
But-I'd rather not talk of Christians death. Because it makes me feel forlorn. At least I have Saab. He makes the loss easier to cope with. I knew he needed me. But I left him there, anyway.
I'm surprised he isn't angry. Saab doesn't hold grudges...I think he understood.