19: Estimated Departure
It has been almost two weeks since the first day I arrived in this era. Being back here certainly brings back a lot of memories and honestly, I find it a very treasurable experience.
I am not sure how long it will take before I return to my time but I presume it will be within a few days, estimating from Mukuro's duration of being switched. Since I don't know if I will be able to get a chance to revisit this past ever again, I suppose I should leave this post here.
[ooc: 34!Byakuran made this entry before his estimated departure but he will still be around until 24!Byakuran is back on 21st.]
[ To Yuni-chan: ]
In case you happen to wake up from your dream and find out that it actually is a nightmare, all you have to do is to remember that it is just a nightmare which is not real. Dreams can possibly come true, especially when one wishes strongly enough but when the dreamer does not feel like re-experiencing it, she can always forget the dream and move on with what she believes is her reality.
[ To Gamma: ]
Genkishi's existence is a threat in itself. My younger self finds him amusing and he has become too pitiful to get rid of in my time. I apologize for any scarring of the mind and perhaps, my younger self could change a bit of his pitiful future and end his suffering if he really feels like it. For the time being, I know you will take good care of Yuni-chan and I can assure you this creature once called 'Gen-chan' will be sent back to the future pretty soon.
[ To Julie: ]
All I have to say to you is that you should prepare yourself with good enough excuses when my younger self returns and he reads those comments of yours in my entry below. I am positive he will find your comments exceptionally lovely.
[ To Giotto: ]
It's been...interesting knowing the younger you. I've always found the existence of those from the Primo generation astonishing but getting to really see you as a teenager is something beyond even my imagination. It's a pity I didn't get to talk to you more but I do hope you find the camping outside my make-shift nursery-dormitory a memorable experience.
[ To Daemon Spade: ]
I didn't mean to seriously harm you. You are - were - actually an adorable kid (in a way of speaking). As an apology, you can have that black teddy bear you spat out to complement the white one I have already given you. And if your future self is here and reading this, both bears are safely stuffed with cotton just like your brown Teddy-kun.
[ To Bianchi and Dino: ]
I'm glad to also see you here in this time, especially when it came to dealing with the children. I do hope we could see more of one another often in our time. You're always welcome to visit.
[ To my 24-year-old self: ]
It is nothing new for you and me to live simultaneously a thousand lives but it is absolutely nothing like reliving the past. Literally speaking, reliving the past cannot be done because you will never feel the same as you've already past that particular point in time. It's a pity we cannot share memories in vertical dimension.
Hence, you will know that every single passing day will not come twice. Your Mukuro will not be more beautiful than he is now. (Though I am not saying my Mukuro isn't beautiful. It's just different kind of beauty.) And I certainly do not think the way you think. (Though I can still imagine/recall how your mind works.) So you should very much treasure what you have now. Be more patient with him. There are many things you will need to understand and learn.
And certainly, you will appreciate the future you've seen. Aren't our children cute?
P.S. I hope you don't mind me sleeping with your wife-to-be because he is going to also be my wife. (And I know you slept with my wife.)
[ To my dearest Mukuro: ]
At this point, I don't have much to say, for I have already said it. But no matter what age you are, you are always my dearest. It takes a decade for me to understand you even if I cannot say I understand you fully enough. I may not be the best husband but I do love you more than anything. I cannot say my younger self's decision would be the same as mine...but to me (and hopefully, to my younger self), you are more important than the Trinisette. You (and our children) make my life a reality. I'm sorry for everything I've done wrong and I thank you for bearing with me.
Hopefully, we will see each other again in the future.
P.S. I leave my shirt here because it's been almost two weeks and I don't think my younger self will mind me taking back one of his shirts.
I am not sure how long it will take before I return to my time but I presume it will be within a few days, estimating from Mukuro's duration of being switched. Since I don't know if I will be able to get a chance to revisit this past ever again, I suppose I should leave this post here.
[ooc: 34!Byakuran made this entry before his estimated departure but he will still be around until 24!Byakuran is back on 21st.]
[ To Yuni-chan: ]
In case you happen to wake up from your dream and find out that it actually is a nightmare, all you have to do is to remember that it is just a nightmare which is not real. Dreams can possibly come true, especially when one wishes strongly enough but when the dreamer does not feel like re-experiencing it, she can always forget the dream and move on with what she believes is her reality.
[ To Gamma: ]
Genkishi's existence is a threat in itself. My younger self finds him amusing and he has become too pitiful to get rid of in my time. I apologize for any scarring of the mind and perhaps, my younger self could change a bit of his pitiful future and end his suffering if he really feels like it. For the time being, I know you will take good care of Yuni-chan and I can assure you this creature once called 'Gen-chan' will be sent back to the future pretty soon.
[ To Julie: ]
All I have to say to you is that you should prepare yourself with good enough excuses when my younger self returns and he reads those comments of yours in my entry below. I am positive he will find your comments exceptionally lovely.
[ To Giotto: ]
It's been...interesting knowing the younger you. I've always found the existence of those from the Primo generation astonishing but getting to really see you as a teenager is something beyond even my imagination. It's a pity I didn't get to talk to you more but I do hope you find the camping outside my make-shift nursery-dormitory a memorable experience.
[ To Daemon Spade: ]
I didn't mean to seriously harm you. You are - were - actually an adorable kid (in a way of speaking). As an apology, you can have that black teddy bear you spat out to complement the white one I have already given you. And if your future self is here and reading this, both bears are safely stuffed with cotton just like your brown Teddy-kun.
[ To Bianchi and Dino: ]
I'm glad to also see you here in this time, especially when it came to dealing with the children. I do hope we could see more of one another often in our time. You're always welcome to visit.
[ To my 24-year-old self: ]
It is nothing new for you and me to live simultaneously a thousand lives but it is absolutely nothing like reliving the past. Literally speaking, reliving the past cannot be done because you will never feel the same as you've already past that particular point in time. It's a pity we cannot share memories in vertical dimension.
Hence, you will know that every single passing day will not come twice. Your Mukuro will not be more beautiful than he is now. (Though I am not saying my Mukuro isn't beautiful. It's just different kind of beauty.) And I certainly do not think the way you think. (Though I can still imagine/recall how your mind works.) So you should very much treasure what you have now. Be more patient with him. There are many things you will need to understand and learn.
And certainly, you will appreciate the future you've seen. Aren't our children cute?
P.S. I hope you don't mind me sleeping with your wife-to-be because he is going to also be my wife. (And I know you slept with my wife.)
[ To my dearest Mukuro: ]
At this point, I don't have much to say, for I have already said it. But no matter what age you are, you are always my dearest. It takes a decade for me to understand you even if I cannot say I understand you fully enough. I may not be the best husband but I do love you more than anything. I cannot say my younger self's decision would be the same as mine...but to me (and hopefully, to my younger self), you are more important than the Trinisette. You (and our children) make my life a reality. I'm sorry for everything I've done wrong and I thank you for bearing with me.
Hopefully, we will see each other again in the future.
P.S. I leave my shirt here because it's been almost two weeks and I don't think my younger self will mind me taking back one of his shirts.