we shall be free....
My mind seems to have shifted somewhat. I look back poignantly before this shift in perception left me where I am now. At least back then i could take hold and shake back and forth the almost tangible idea of being, truth, and self that held me in stead for most of my life. However, as solid as it seemed i didn't take into account the support peg that was the strong hold of its evident unity. This mental shift I have experienced brought my attention to this little support peg and with a knock and a budge my whole epistemological fort came crashing to the ground. New questions surface on an almost daily basis now, each one with a gut wrenchingly possible negative answer that limits these epistemological boundaries to such an extreme length that the only thing I have to rely on is blind faith.
these are just some thoughts that have been cropping up....please take no notice.
Uni has finished for the summer and i find myself thinking ridiculous things that stop me falling asleep. I doubt it would rip anyone else's sleeping pattern apart.....
I am in London at the moment although soon I shall be venturing back to Liverpool to spend time with my friends and family without the ominous shadow of work to pull my attention from leisure. It's happened before in the past and i know it has been construed as being mere ignorance from their point of view and for that I am sorry.
Chrissie and I have been spending some quality time together and it has been wonderful. It's just so comforting to be in each others presence even though work can make all surroundings seem hostile and completely insufferable. Just a word or a touching of hands can remove our attentions from a dark ever retreating horizon. It's only at points like this do I understand the meaning and treasure of "now". When hiking up a mountain its easy to get lost in the view ahead. Indeed, it can swallow you up and all your feelings are directed toward defeating the mountain and getting to the top..... It's only when you stop to breath do you realize that someones been holding your hand all the way.......Indeed, chrissie has been there for me all the time....
Chrissie has reminded me of what true unity is....
A perfect existence is to understand your individuality as something for others. To exist for others and not for yourself......it is only in relationships such as these does the reality of true unity manifest itself. True unity is not found in the atom, the smallest most indivisible thing......It is found in the relativity of love. For one to be for another and the other to be for them.....that is true unity. Indeed, if everyone followed this the unity of humanity would be a reality......Idealistic, I know, but you can't berate me for thoughts.
these are just some thoughts that have been cropping up....please take no notice.
Uni has finished for the summer and i find myself thinking ridiculous things that stop me falling asleep. I doubt it would rip anyone else's sleeping pattern apart.....
I am in London at the moment although soon I shall be venturing back to Liverpool to spend time with my friends and family without the ominous shadow of work to pull my attention from leisure. It's happened before in the past and i know it has been construed as being mere ignorance from their point of view and for that I am sorry.
Chrissie and I have been spending some quality time together and it has been wonderful. It's just so comforting to be in each others presence even though work can make all surroundings seem hostile and completely insufferable. Just a word or a touching of hands can remove our attentions from a dark ever retreating horizon. It's only at points like this do I understand the meaning and treasure of "now". When hiking up a mountain its easy to get lost in the view ahead. Indeed, it can swallow you up and all your feelings are directed toward defeating the mountain and getting to the top..... It's only when you stop to breath do you realize that someones been holding your hand all the way.......Indeed, chrissie has been there for me all the time....
Chrissie has reminded me of what true unity is....
A perfect existence is to understand your individuality as something for others. To exist for others and not for yourself......it is only in relationships such as these does the reality of true unity manifest itself. True unity is not found in the atom, the smallest most indivisible thing......It is found in the relativity of love. For one to be for another and the other to be for them.....that is true unity. Indeed, if everyone followed this the unity of humanity would be a reality......Idealistic, I know, but you can't berate me for thoughts.