Jul 04, 2004 10:32
feeling lazy today,the aspect of a jog later seems daunting so im hoping each hour lasts for ages.
such a short time untill i go to twickenham, it might as well be another part of the world, I have a few worry's, well i wouldn't say worrys just things that niggle me in the back of my mind, like will i be able to get on with people, or whether i'll get homesick after saying that i probably won't, or will i be able to cope with the work load in uni the first couple of weeks since I haven't done any work of that sorts since i left burough road, these are all little fears that i know i'll get over, but it makes sense to write them here.
I am looking forward to the change and the experience, sometimes you have to take a leap of faith and if failures climbs on top of hopes and achievements there is still a lesson to be learned no matter how sobering and humbling, the paths we plan and set are always forked roads ready to take us to unexpected places, the future is uncertain and beautiful and i am holding as close as i can whats important to me as i love her more than anything, and i'll be there for her know matter what happens.
heh im just getting the (slight) pre uni anxiety everyone gets, and its late!
its going to be fun!