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So aparently I'm going to Florida for Thanksgiving. I don't know how that happened. I mean I want to go and see some of my family that I never see, but I was also totally fine not going for one year. There's people I want to see at home and things I wanted to do like go shopping the day after Thanksgiving to get an iPOD for once, and now I don't get to do any of that. And on top of that I have to miss 4 days of work which means less money which means it's going to be even harder to pay bills. But it should be good I guess. I'm not sure how I'm going to afford everything, but there's got to be a way. And I've decided it's time to quit lessons. I love playing and making music and everything, I love it, but in reality I have no time to take lessons. I barely practice, and I have no where to practice. I've been doing it in my car in an empty parking lot once a week before my lessons starts. So I go to lessons unprepared and I feel really guilty doing that. I also need to find a way to save money and that's my easiest option right now. And my teacher is moving soon anyway so I really don't have a reason to stay with it for much longer. I just know I will probably not play again for a while because I will have nothing to practice for anymore. But I hope to start again in the future, maybe take lessons again or join another band. But not for a while, I need to get everything in my life straightend out first and kind of settle in. So anyway, I'm really sad about it, I have to break the news to my teacher today, and next week will be my last lesson for a while. It's kind of sad actually. But anyway, I'm super excited for dinner tonight!