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so my cousin just moved out, well at least i think he did, he had a suitcase and shook my hand and said i dont know when ill be back and marry christmas. he left and i dont think ive ever felt so lonly. its funny but i should have known, we talked all the time but it was always about nonsense, about his old times and my current party stories. it feels very empty in this house all alone and i am counting the seconds till my family gets here new years eve. i miss my friends and want to see them. i cant wait till school starts again so i have something to keep me occupied. my birthday is in 10 days and i am not excited at all. i need something to break this mood.....