stomping my foot to feel the pain in my soul....
so my busy month is upon me and i have started it off quite well, had a wrestling tourny were i saw some interesting people, saw good ole dodds with the c side boys, and i saw a forgettable face but unforgettable embrace, an old cumtucky flame by the name of medders sister, lol. kinda funny story, but well leave that for another forum( pent house letters jan 2006 issue...haaha).
anyways so as for me i am as good as good can be. my life has fallen to become quite manatanous. i dont like it to much, but that will all change soon. i love change, i think thats y i move around so much, i like the feeling of experiances. knowing that im doing something for the first time, always gives me a certain sense of accomplishment though i never set out to accomplish anything.
i dwell alot about the things ive done in the past, things that i shouldnt have done, and things that i didnt do that i probably should have. and i like to lie awake at night trying to drive my thoughts towards one instance in my life were i would have done that one thing differently, and i fall asleep and dream of my life as it would be if i had done this one thing different, ive done it a hundred times and never once do i find myself as happy as free and as comfortable as i am right now at this moment. i dont want to sound like my life now is without flaw, because 95% of my thought during the day are filled with stress and complications but those times when i actually get to sit down and reflect in my minds eye, i am truely happy.
thanks for the memories,
our lives entangled for a fragile minute,
moments in history our thoughts are the same,
such marvalous times that you have given me.
1love
anyways so as for me i am as good as good can be. my life has fallen to become quite manatanous. i dont like it to much, but that will all change soon. i love change, i think thats y i move around so much, i like the feeling of experiances. knowing that im doing something for the first time, always gives me a certain sense of accomplishment though i never set out to accomplish anything.
i dwell alot about the things ive done in the past, things that i shouldnt have done, and things that i didnt do that i probably should have. and i like to lie awake at night trying to drive my thoughts towards one instance in my life were i would have done that one thing differently, and i fall asleep and dream of my life as it would be if i had done this one thing different, ive done it a hundred times and never once do i find myself as happy as free and as comfortable as i am right now at this moment. i dont want to sound like my life now is without flaw, because 95% of my thought during the day are filled with stress and complications but those times when i actually get to sit down and reflect in my minds eye, i am truely happy.
thanks for the memories,
our lives entangled for a fragile minute,
moments in history our thoughts are the same,
such marvalous times that you have given me.
1love