An update on my life...
So, it's been like, 3 weeks since my last update .... here's what's new...
I got into a college, Marlboro College (it's in Vermont), I am going to go there, no doubt about it...
I have another poetry reading to go to this coming wednesday, I need a cheering section, Yoel wants to go to read some rinky doo poem he writes in order to get a laugh, AND to embarrass me...not to mention that this guy I know that is a regular customer of mine will be there with some of his friends and Yoel knows that I think that this guy is kind of an ass....
I am being pressured to go to the prom...well, I want to go, but I know that I wont dance unless it is some salsa or merengue...plus, money is an issue...and I dont want to go with someone that isn't my girlfriend...prom is a great thing for u and a special person to share together, not pay 175 too spend the night dressed up with people you can see any ol' day of the week...see what I mean?...
and speaking of "Special Someone's"...I don't have one...it is driving me mad...and I know that I joke around with my friends and talk very vulgarly, and I am starting to associate with girls that I am "pretty sure" will give it up, but I am honestly not looking for that in the long run...I, unlike most guys, am looking for someone to love, I want a decently pretty girl with a good head on her shoulders that I can be intimate with...not sex intimate, but like, someone to complain to when shit isn't going my way, and other such things...and vice versa, I wanna be a shoulder to lean on, I wanna be the loving boy friend....but I just don't have that, and it is increasingly difficult to find the harder I look...
Anywho, thats whats up, thats what I am feeling and that's all I have to say about that...
I got into a college, Marlboro College (it's in Vermont), I am going to go there, no doubt about it...
I have another poetry reading to go to this coming wednesday, I need a cheering section, Yoel wants to go to read some rinky doo poem he writes in order to get a laugh, AND to embarrass me...not to mention that this guy I know that is a regular customer of mine will be there with some of his friends and Yoel knows that I think that this guy is kind of an ass....
I am being pressured to go to the prom...well, I want to go, but I know that I wont dance unless it is some salsa or merengue...plus, money is an issue...and I dont want to go with someone that isn't my girlfriend...prom is a great thing for u and a special person to share together, not pay 175 too spend the night dressed up with people you can see any ol' day of the week...see what I mean?...
and speaking of "Special Someone's"...I don't have one...it is driving me mad...and I know that I joke around with my friends and talk very vulgarly, and I am starting to associate with girls that I am "pretty sure" will give it up, but I am honestly not looking for that in the long run...I, unlike most guys, am looking for someone to love, I want a decently pretty girl with a good head on her shoulders that I can be intimate with...not sex intimate, but like, someone to complain to when shit isn't going my way, and other such things...and vice versa, I wanna be a shoulder to lean on, I wanna be the loving boy friend....but I just don't have that, and it is increasingly difficult to find the harder I look...
Anywho, thats whats up, thats what I am feeling and that's all I have to say about that...