happy 1st anniversary! ♥
so you debuted one year ago. who would think you'll earn yourself such a big part of my heart and become my flawless six, my favorite talented, dorky, sometimes awkward, lovable, sweet, humble, perfect favorite six koreans. you won my heart definitely and i don't want you to ever give it back to me, because i'm perfectly fine with this.
so it has been 365 days already. days full of hard work, sweat, tears, tiredness, sleepless nights, but all of this resulted with achieving dreams, amazing performances and music, countless smiles, laughter, finding your own style and, most of all, love and friendship.
the amount of hard work you had to endure and and you're still willing to put up with, amazes me. it wasn't easy for you when they called you recycled idols, saying you're unworthy the second chance, that you just should give up long time ago. it's true that you had your ups and downs, but every time you just stand up, so much stronger and so much more focused on your main goal. i think that you've proven many of those people wrong, showing how talented you are and how hard you try to improve to be a better band for your fans and to gain new ones. and for all of that, for all the joy, fluttering of my heart, squealing, laughing, crying from happiness, i want to say thank you. and for every of your flaws, for every time you aren't 100% perfect during performances, for every voice crack, i love you more.
call me delusional, but their friendship is so strong in my eyes. they support each other, care for each other, cry together and laugh together. they help each other out with dancing and singing, there's no one left out. they are team. and all those wasted chances, the hardship, the time as being trainees brings them together and they just understand each other, they know for what they stand for and what they want to do together.
i'm so happy beast is those six people, no one else.
that there's yoon dujun, the strong leader, the perfect boyfriend of the nation, being a little vain sometimes when he keeps on fixing his sideburns and cocky when he's mocking his members, calling them names, but then he just smiles with that crooked smile, his eyes are turning into crescents and you just forgive him everything. the one that is the ebst leader beast could have ever had, because he keeps them together when they are being disorganized and is always there when they cry during the encore because they won the award. the one that lacks sleep the most probably, waking up first, going to bed last, but it's ok, this is what a leader does and he's willing to do it for them. the one that love sport so much and the one that has thunder thighs. the one that would fall in love dongwoon if he was a girl. dujun has a really special place in my heart, being my vneck oppar, causing inappropriate feelings, making derp faces nearly all the time.
then there's jang hyunseung, perfection jang, beautiful person, the inspiration, the one that shows what working hard actually means, the one that always gives 100% of himself, then one that was the closest to debuting with other band, the one that decided to stand up again and try even harder, the one that made it and even though people said he should just give up, disappear, he proved that stage is his place to be and there's no way he is going to leave. the one that would sell his sister for 4 starts from english teacher, the one that thinks he can make frog's sounds and emits weird shrieks when he goofs around. the one that seems cold and reserved, but he's as big-hearted as the others. the one that deserves all the love, attention and admiration. hyunseung is the one that inspires me the most, the one i look up to. the fact he still tried to achieve his dream even though he had to start from very beginning, makes me push myself harder. because even though it may not work this time, there's always chance for improvement and trying again.
then there's yong junhyung, poppin dragon, the nagging umma, the one that is so alive on the stage, even though he lacks sleep and just few minutes ago at the backstage he was completely drained and was about to fall asleep. the same yong junhyung that can captivate someone with either one smirk or his cute grin. the one that has three phones, because he's cool like that. the one that kids are scared of, making him pout, because they don't want to take a photo with oppa. the one that shares spotlight even though he gets the most attention, the most collaborations. the one that can be a great producer and song-writer in future, even though he adds senseless sentences in english to his raps (but this just makes him more awesome, just sayin'). the one that leaves his bamf attitude off performances when he picks up mail with giant pikachu or when he wears a mario-like stache. the one that is the fan of man holding yoseob or having him on his lap. the one that makes me rage, because i wish i had nearly half of his clothes and shoes and glasses. he's such a beautiful person, such a hard-worker.
then we have yang yoseob, the visual magnae, the cutest person ever, but most of all the person with truly amazing voice. the one that sang 'shock' perfectly even though he had throat problems, the one that doesn't spare himself that always sings all those high/long lines live. the one that can break your heart with one sound. the one that is a living ball of energy and fluff which makes people smile with him and fall for this cute smile and puppy-like eyes. the one that would do anything to cheer up members, the one that works hard not only because he wants to achieve his dreams, but because he wants his parents to be proud and happy and he wants to help them out. the one that looks and acts like 5 years old and make everyone melts with one pout. the one that isn't typical idol-like beauty, but is still so beautiful with his perfect button nose. the one that is adored by his members and the one that love to cling to all of them. i admire yosoeb for the fact he tries to be positive all the time, that no matter how tired he is he tries to smile at somebody else if that person seems to be needing that.
next lee kikwang, my brother, the walking sunshine, the one that flashes one smile and i can help but smile dumbly at my screen. the one that isn't bitter and mean, because he's just nice to everybody. the one that doesn't complain, because he's so humble and being over-worked is ok, because he does it to please his fans, so it automatically makes him happy too. the one that is the master of the infamous american dance, the one whose abs are only eye-candy, because he can't carry heavy bags and the one that hopes his fans are happy when he shows his six pack even though he's still sometimes ashamed to do this. the one that wants to marry girl like hyunseung and the one that loves to ride a bike along the han river. the one that is kinda naive and doesn't notice that people make fun of him. the one that is kinda slow sometimes, therefore people call him a dummy, but whatever, he won the genius award on beast almighty. the one that pulls off the beanies and scars the best and the one that shares my love for nerd glasses. the one that also got a second chance and made the bets out of it without looking down on other members, because he has already been popular. kikwang, sunshine baby, if he are going to continue on smiling, i'll smile with you every time.
and finally, son dongwoon, the walking perfection, the person that has my heart, the number one guy, the handsome magnae, the arab prince. the one that is a big-hearted kid with genuine smile. the one that still thinks he's unworthy all of those things that he receives from his fans, because event though he's talented, he feels he lacks in comparison to other members. the one that had to adjust to the group of people who has known each other and performed together for a longer time and was still quickly able to steal their hearts. the one that has a great family that supports him and stands besides him all this time. the one that makes me speechless and incoherent nearly all the time, melting my heart with his wide smile or laugh. the one that lives in his own world, spacing out during interviews or being completely distracted not really paying attention or rapping about pikachu and then making his weird cpr. the one that gives me so much 2nd hand embarrassment when he dances in a giant turban, acting like he's on crack. the one that should speak english as often as possible, because he's so good at it and his accent isn't so awkward. the one that improved his dancing skills so much and whose voice is the most beautiful sound i have ever heard. the one that is so grateful to every fan he has and the one who always sends them smiles or waves to them. dongwoon, no words can do you justice, no words can describe how much i adore you and how beautiful you're in my eyes.
i love you the six you with all my heart. congratulations on 1st anniversary, wishing you even more success and fans and love you deserve. stay forever they way you are, the flawless six.
"i really like when people say that we are a team, without any holes." junhyung
/i'm sorry it's so cheesy and delusional, but this is how i work. when i get attached to something/someone then i give my all/