Maddy shoulden't quit lj and abandon me...
Things are good. Not even having a bad day for once. It's such a pain in the ass to be in love but once it's gone you kind of miss the feeling. I don't even have anyone I kind of like right now. No, wait. Not true, sorry. Actually not true at all...
I talked long distance to Uncle Charles yesterday for the first time in... two years I guess. Pretty sweet. It's funny how he tries to relate to me. He dosen't know me very well so he's like "Hey, any new video games you're into?" I think there's a good chance of meeting aunt Margret. Dad's impression of her very funny. That's rare for dad. Interesting times ahead.
Art's pretty sweet. I think Nina's my new favorite teacher. I haven't really had a favorite since Andrea left. Everyone's like "No, Curtis is the best." He's kind of funny but he's not that great. Conway's too buisness to be my favorite. Leah's nice, but I don't really feel too much of a connection.
Too many bad memories. I need to replace them with some good ones. I am replacing them. It's not that I don't care anymore, I just didn't count on being happy. I'll make new memories, but I can't forget.
I told someone a while back that I would always be there. It really hurts knowing that I'm going to have to break that promise. I can't keep it in the way I meant at the time. It's strange how things work out. When I made that promise, things were so different. God it was cold that night, but it didn't even matter. I had someone who was my world right there beside me. I think that was the best moment of my entire life. It may sound like I'm eggagerating but I've never been more honest. I wish that couple of days at the coast could have lasted forever. I wish the world could have just stopped moving to give me even a few more hours. That was a good summer.
I talked long distance to Uncle Charles yesterday for the first time in... two years I guess. Pretty sweet. It's funny how he tries to relate to me. He dosen't know me very well so he's like "Hey, any new video games you're into?" I think there's a good chance of meeting aunt Margret. Dad's impression of her very funny. That's rare for dad. Interesting times ahead.
Art's pretty sweet. I think Nina's my new favorite teacher. I haven't really had a favorite since Andrea left. Everyone's like "No, Curtis is the best." He's kind of funny but he's not that great. Conway's too buisness to be my favorite. Leah's nice, but I don't really feel too much of a connection.
Too many bad memories. I need to replace them with some good ones. I am replacing them. It's not that I don't care anymore, I just didn't count on being happy. I'll make new memories, but I can't forget.
I told someone a while back that I would always be there. It really hurts knowing that I'm going to have to break that promise. I can't keep it in the way I meant at the time. It's strange how things work out. When I made that promise, things were so different. God it was cold that night, but it didn't even matter. I had someone who was my world right there beside me. I think that was the best moment of my entire life. It may sound like I'm eggagerating but I've never been more honest. I wish that couple of days at the coast could have lasted forever. I wish the world could have just stopped moving to give me even a few more hours. That was a good summer.