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Today was fairly good... for me anyway. The bandies are having a lot of drama. Sadie and Eric broke up -three years, weird. Brett, Carrie and Brien have a nice little love triangle, so that's sweet. Everything's kind of sucking for everyone (me included).
It's difficult to forget about people you've cared so much for in the past. The one person I cared for above all others is gone. It dosen't feel great. Can't beat myself up over it's not my fault. I feel kind of empty. Don't know exactly what to do about that. I wish I knew how things will turn out.
I hope things will turn out ok at the basketball game tommorrow. I hope Brien comes out of it ok. It would be bad enough if he got hurt... but Mason. Good things would not happen. And then there's the other side to consider: Drew and Brett. Drew, what the hell are you thinking? Great. Now I have to use my friday evening looking out for a guy I barely know. Maybe I'm just gripy because the guy tried to kiss me...
It's difficult to forget about people you've cared so much for in the past. The one person I cared for above all others is gone. It dosen't feel great. Can't beat myself up over it's not my fault. I feel kind of empty. Don't know exactly what to do about that. I wish I knew how things will turn out.
I hope things will turn out ok at the basketball game tommorrow. I hope Brien comes out of it ok. It would be bad enough if he got hurt... but Mason. Good things would not happen. And then there's the other side to consider: Drew and Brett. Drew, what the hell are you thinking? Great. Now I have to use my friday evening looking out for a guy I barely know. Maybe I'm just gripy because the guy tried to kiss me...