" or that my heart tried to explode " ;; oneshot.
Title; " or that my heart tried to explode "
Fandom/Pairing; Nich Khun Horvejkul/Jang Woo Young
Rating; PG-13
Summary; Crying.
Author's Note; written for bluemonkiesx's birthday. I hope that you and her will enjoy it<3
" or that my heart tried to explode "
Khun likes watching Woo Young cry.
He knows it's wrong, but he has trouble looking away as the younger boy cries. His tears keep coming and coming.
Khun almost likes that he was the one that made him cry.
If only so that he can be the one to take the tears away. Khun is always the one to take the tears away.
"Woo," he whispers, moving closer to the crying boy, putting his arms around him, warming him from the outside in, "I'm sorry."
Woo Young looks up, afraid to see the older one. Khun is smiling down at him, trying to make him feel better with his natural happiness. But Woo Young wants Nich Khun to feel bad about what he had done. He wants him to cry just like he is.
"No, you're not," he tells him through his tears. He can't stop crying. He's slowly soaking Nich Khun's shirt, but he doesn’t even care. He keeps crying and crying, unable to stop.
"And why would you say that?" Khun asks, making Woo Young look at him. Khun looks into Woo's deep brown eyes, filled to the brim with tears. His heart shakes slightly as he looks. It shakes and almost breaks.
"If you were sorry, you wouldn’t do this anymore."
Nich Khun hates the look of disgust on Woo Young's face. He hates it so much. He wants to make it go away. So desperately he wants it gone.
So he does the only thing he knows how. He kisses the younger boy, passionate, lovingly, so warm and so tight. He wants to make everything better with the one simple kiss.
He explores all that Woo Young has to offer. His mouth tastes wonderful as he explores more and more, as he enjoys more and more.
He stops kissing him, just to kiss away the tears that are still falling from Woo Young's eyes. He kisses them all away, before they can fall very far at all.
Yet the tears keep coming.
Nich Khun keeps kissing them away. Again and again. He doesn’t understand why Woo Young is still crying. The kiss was supposed to make it all better. Why didn’t it?
"If you were sorry," Woo Young suddenly speaks, Khun's lips pressed to his cheek, "you wouldn't do this anymore."
Nich Khun pulls away and just looks at Woo Young. They're no longer touching at all, just looking; their eyes locked on each other's eyes, on each other's hearts, their souls, their every being.
"Then what would I do?" Khun asks, his every being begging for the answer.
"You would leave. You'd leave me alone. You'd let me move on without you because you know it's right. You know it is."
Nich Khun can't do anything but nod. He knows Woo Young is right. Even though he's younger, he was always the smarter of the two. Always.
"But," Woo Young tells him, looking up at the older boy. He is no longer crying, no longer showing the sadness that is so deeply imbedded in his heart. "If you loved me, you wouldn’t be sorry. You would keep kissing me and tell me to shut up and stop whining.
"If you loved me, you would never leave me. Because there's no way I could function with you, even with the shit you put me through.
"If you loved me, you'd kiss me before I could finish this sen-"
And Nich Khun does just that.
Fandom/Pairing; Nich Khun Horvejkul/Jang Woo Young
Rating; PG-13
Summary; Crying.
Author's Note; written for bluemonkiesx's birthday. I hope that you and her will enjoy it<3
" or that my heart tried to explode "
Khun likes watching Woo Young cry.
He knows it's wrong, but he has trouble looking away as the younger boy cries. His tears keep coming and coming.
Khun almost likes that he was the one that made him cry.
If only so that he can be the one to take the tears away. Khun is always the one to take the tears away.
"Woo," he whispers, moving closer to the crying boy, putting his arms around him, warming him from the outside in, "I'm sorry."
Woo Young looks up, afraid to see the older one. Khun is smiling down at him, trying to make him feel better with his natural happiness. But Woo Young wants Nich Khun to feel bad about what he had done. He wants him to cry just like he is.
"No, you're not," he tells him through his tears. He can't stop crying. He's slowly soaking Nich Khun's shirt, but he doesn’t even care. He keeps crying and crying, unable to stop.
"And why would you say that?" Khun asks, making Woo Young look at him. Khun looks into Woo's deep brown eyes, filled to the brim with tears. His heart shakes slightly as he looks. It shakes and almost breaks.
"If you were sorry, you wouldn’t do this anymore."
Nich Khun hates the look of disgust on Woo Young's face. He hates it so much. He wants to make it go away. So desperately he wants it gone.
So he does the only thing he knows how. He kisses the younger boy, passionate, lovingly, so warm and so tight. He wants to make everything better with the one simple kiss.
He explores all that Woo Young has to offer. His mouth tastes wonderful as he explores more and more, as he enjoys more and more.
He stops kissing him, just to kiss away the tears that are still falling from Woo Young's eyes. He kisses them all away, before they can fall very far at all.
Yet the tears keep coming.
Nich Khun keeps kissing them away. Again and again. He doesn’t understand why Woo Young is still crying. The kiss was supposed to make it all better. Why didn’t it?
"If you were sorry," Woo Young suddenly speaks, Khun's lips pressed to his cheek, "you wouldn't do this anymore."
Nich Khun pulls away and just looks at Woo Young. They're no longer touching at all, just looking; their eyes locked on each other's eyes, on each other's hearts, their souls, their every being.
"Then what would I do?" Khun asks, his every being begging for the answer.
"You would leave. You'd leave me alone. You'd let me move on without you because you know it's right. You know it is."
Nich Khun can't do anything but nod. He knows Woo Young is right. Even though he's younger, he was always the smarter of the two. Always.
"But," Woo Young tells him, looking up at the older boy. He is no longer crying, no longer showing the sadness that is so deeply imbedded in his heart. "If you loved me, you wouldn’t be sorry. You would keep kissing me and tell me to shut up and stop whining.
"If you loved me, you would never leave me. Because there's no way I could function with you, even with the shit you put me through.
"If you loved me, you'd kiss me before I could finish this sen-"
And Nich Khun does just that.