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It was nice on friday.. Fire, bbq, interesting little crowd.. (ma girls, bf and his friends)
it was a bit awkward at times though, someone was butthurt and thought i was ignoring him just because i wasn't smiling the way i always do.. well, i can't be like that all the time..
Later every concern was forgotten and everyone, me included, was lulled into a false sense of security, by alcohol..
I refused to smoke and drink excessively (but of course i drank to some extent, my morals aren't that high) to feel ok later, because come morning i'd need to be saying goodbye to ma kpop peeps *sob*
It was be an awesome day on saturday (apart from the goodbyes) - a korean thanksgiving celebration - chuseok..
i really, really needed to get home before the event so i kept begging people to not let me miss the last train to kiev.. But of course, i missed it.
I think my Julie intended it as a sort of private goodbye party.. so i felt kind of bad for going to bed first (more like, slipping off) but i felt bad for all of about 5 minutes before i went to a very much needed blissful sleep..
in the morning i, of course, failed to make myself look presentable, as i always do when i'm away from home and in need of grooming..
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As for the chuseok celebration itself, it was fun, with korean food, dancing to kpop and having our effort acknowledged..
A lot of sport games were taking place.. The whole crowd of people were divided into two teams - Jung team and Baek team.. And were all competing in close to 10 different games.. I wish i wasn't as tired to enjoy it more, and the weather wasn't so hot..
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I'm sad for leaving Ukraine only for this reason... This reason only..
And yesterday was the first time i realized that i might not be coming back, ever... (coming back for like, longer than a week..)
I hope it works out well, with my london-kpop reforms..
Otherwise it'll just be too sad. I'll have to grow up and forget about this lifestyle and i don't think i can do that right now..
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at the end of the fest i found myself thinking that i was kind of happy to be leaving kiev kpop scene.. Right now, when i'm ... well, on top.
I'll start from scratch in london. I'll be in the roots of UK hallyu (the way i see it.. because what they have right now is a huge unorganized mass of people) and it's going to be just as good, maybe even better..
or maybe i'll drop it altogether..
ALSO, i found out they have infilled spots for korean courses in the London KCC! i'm applying and i'm going to get it! i have to get it!!!! it's destiny...
everything that's happened up till now is luck.. why should it stop here..
it was a bit awkward at times though, someone was butthurt and thought i was ignoring him just because i wasn't smiling the way i always do.. well, i can't be like that all the time..
Later every concern was forgotten and everyone, me included, was lulled into a false sense of security, by alcohol..
I refused to smoke and drink excessively (but of course i drank to some extent, my morals aren't that high) to feel ok later, because come morning i'd need to be saying goodbye to ma kpop peeps *sob*
It was be an awesome day on saturday (apart from the goodbyes) - a korean thanksgiving celebration - chuseok..
i really, really needed to get home before the event so i kept begging people to not let me miss the last train to kiev.. But of course, i missed it.
I think my Julie intended it as a sort of private goodbye party.. so i felt kind of bad for going to bed first (more like, slipping off) but i felt bad for all of about 5 minutes before i went to a very much needed blissful sleep..
in the morning i, of course, failed to make myself look presentable, as i always do when i'm away from home and in need of grooming..
----
As for the chuseok celebration itself, it was fun, with korean food, dancing to kpop and having our effort acknowledged..
A lot of sport games were taking place.. The whole crowd of people were divided into two teams - Jung team and Baek team.. And were all competing in close to 10 different games.. I wish i wasn't as tired to enjoy it more, and the weather wasn't so hot..
---
I'm sad for leaving Ukraine only for this reason... This reason only..
And yesterday was the first time i realized that i might not be coming back, ever... (coming back for like, longer than a week..)
I hope it works out well, with my london-kpop reforms..
Otherwise it'll just be too sad. I'll have to grow up and forget about this lifestyle and i don't think i can do that right now..
---
at the end of the fest i found myself thinking that i was kind of happy to be leaving kiev kpop scene.. Right now, when i'm ... well, on top.
I'll start from scratch in london. I'll be in the roots of UK hallyu (the way i see it.. because what they have right now is a huge unorganized mass of people) and it's going to be just as good, maybe even better..
or maybe i'll drop it altogether..
ALSO, i found out they have infilled spots for korean courses in the London KCC! i'm applying and i'm going to get it! i have to get it!!!! it's destiny...
everything that's happened up till now is luck.. why should it stop here..