how obnoxious
Ok, So I got a realy wierd phone call today talking about how someone i knew overdosed themselves on happy pills last night. And how naieve certain people realy actualy are when put in certain situations. As I listened to this person talk to me and tell me what the hell had happend i was amazed to know that even under circumstances such as these some how some way my name gets brought into it..i just dont get it it's well obnoxious.. lol. How can you live your life simply by destroying others. I mean is it possible to better yourself by trying to slander others, or is it perhaps that people can be so scared and so worried that things they have done are catching up to them so they have to try and stay ahead by lying and ASSuming things about others..
I dont know anymore. What i do know is that I am happy with what I have now. Occasionaly i wonder what lyes ahead of me in life but at the same time i guess if i knew life wouldnt be worthj living, because if you think about it heart break, drama, rumors, new love, friendship, everythng you go through makes u who u are and lets face it if you knew what was going to happen later on who's to say you wouldnt try and change it.
I dont know anymore. What i do know is that I am happy with what I have now. Occasionaly i wonder what lyes ahead of me in life but at the same time i guess if i knew life wouldnt be worthj living, because if you think about it heart break, drama, rumors, new love, friendship, everythng you go through makes u who u are and lets face it if you knew what was going to happen later on who's to say you wouldnt try and change it.