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I really want to get married, have babies, have a home, have a good job, have insurance, and just be happy. I don't see that coming in the foreseeable future. I am not sure how I go about achieving these things either. I have the job but I don't have the other things. I lack confidence in myself. I always sit and wonder why I can't be skinny. I don't overeat and pretty active. I don't get why I am built the way I am. It kills me. I really struggle with my biological clock wanting a baby. I wish I could at this time but I still don't have my shit together. Blah. I want to achieve more than what I have so far. I feel like I'm stuck. I need solutions. Fast. I need things to be uncomplicated. Fresh. No baggage.
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