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well even though probably no one is reading this shit anymore im gonna go ahead and keep writing cause its the best way for me to express myself. all day i felt pretty shitty. hanging out with guys helped but i still thought about it. now that im back at home its all i can think about. i wont stop thinking for awhile. thats just the way i am. im fuckin sincere unlike so people out there. i care about how people feel. i try not to hurt someone. then people end up fucking me over. im sick of this shit. some people just dont get it. ive had it with this fuckin world. im sick of throwing my heart away just to get it hurt. it never ends. one brief period where i felt good. now im back to my miserable self.