Apr 20, 2010 01:34
I feel like I need something new in my life, Im bored with most things and
sometimes I think I'm also quite unappreciative.
I like organic chem but I take tests bad :/ and it could keep me out of med school.
Why can't I find a boy I'm attracted to? at least just ONE?
Davids still got his gf so he still won't hang out with me as a friend, oh well. His friends/frat bros talk shit about both him and azadeh to me all the time...I wonder if he knows this?
Is there really anything to do in Auburn, Alabama other than drink and ride dirt roads?!?
I think I'm going to run the Disney Half marathon in January... possibly.
On a brighter note,
I cleaned my room today, it needed it.
A bunch of friends are headed to my beach house after exams, I need the beach
And I'm flying to Miami in June to head to Key Biscayne for a long weekend at the Ritz, excited for that too.
it's just been on of those weeks and weekends. I think part of it is that I kinda started talking to this kid but then he freaked me out because now he likes me. and hes WAY.TOO.COUNTRY. Now I feel bad I led him on and don't know how to ignore him nicely.