Omg why is there so much to talk about!!! (long post kinda..)
First thing first!
I HATE SUNTRUST
I SWEAR if it weren't for the fact that I love online shopping I WOULD NOT HAVE A BANK ACCOUNT!. We called Suntrust. They gave me $25 back out of $50 they also took out $2 for taking out $35. I swear they raped me left and right with that one. I'm so fucking pissed. Now I can't get shit I wanted to buy online. Naturally. I am PISSED.
My brother pissed me off. Bitch told my mom he was giving me money for my birthday and never did because I was getting $50 and $60 from my grandparents. So yeah I am going on broke.
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My 20th birthday was this past Saturday. It was really enjoyable! I got to spend it with all of my favorite people <3
Saturday morning I went shopping with my brother,his girlfriend, and Elijah. I wore Lolita (bunny blouse,mint candy jsk and head bow, socks and the worlds most unpleasant to wear shoes ever!) it was fun and a really cute outfit but I swear I WILL NEVER WEAR THOSE SHOES EVER AGAIN! in fact I should get rid of them now...
I went to buy my own Christmas present from my parents (rofl) I got myself the Hello Kitty hoodie I wanted in my previous post (I think). Elijah got me the Hello Kitty ear muffs in the same post! I love them so much. When I asked him if I looked like Hello Kitty he replied "yeah because you both have big heads" ROFL, thanks.
I tried to get him to pick a present too but he wouldn't choose anything! so I just bought us some candy share. On our way out the mall I picked up new friend ;D
Her name is Miku <3
My friend Rob called me on our way back. He was on his way to Cici's to meet us! I thought I had told everyone 8!!! Elijah and I sort of rushed to set up Petey's old cage for Miku and then I changed into something better suited for playing Laser Tag in that was still pretty. When we got to Cici's Rob gave me my present which was a handful of condoms..It surprised me and I ended up dropping a few on the ground....WITH MY BROTHER RIGHT BEHIND ME! I freaked out and hurried to stuff them into my bag without thinking. Thing is Rob constantly asked me during the night if I liked his gift he also kept asking Elijah. I was so scared he was going to inform my brother of what he got me. If he didn't I probably did because I kept opening my purse forgetting they were right there! UGH.
More people than I thought was coming to Cici's showed up. It made me really happy! they also gave me many gifts!! >w< Everyone kept complimenting me on how cute Elijah was rofl.
Laser Tag was awesome!! the only thing that bothered me were the staff members were really....dull they talked and looked at us like a bunch of zombies...... My team won twice! I didn't really know I was doing the whole time >w< but the music was pretty awesome lol. Lolita print in black light looks AMAZING! I wish I had brought my camera with me but I left it out in my bag so it wouldn't get in the way ;A;.
At around 11 they started closing (WITHOUT TELLING US) they just sort of turned off everything and started sweeping we took it as our cue to leave...
Sunday was the laziest day ever, but for good reasoning! #1 it was raining and #2 Elijah's back was hurting a lot. It was like this before he arrived but he sort of forgot about it during laser tag and made it worst. He couldn't really move around much in the morning so I spent the whole day taking care of him. I cooked breakfast for him, went out in the rain and bought him cold and hot pads to place on his back. Pretty much anything to make him feel better. We cuddled and watched mystery shows on TV til we both fell asleep. It was really enjoyable! I love that guy so much >w<. I cried when he had to leave but idk I may get to see him again before school starts. We'll see.
Today I was feeling pretty down so I went out. I saw the Princess and the Frog~! It really cheered me up! I also went to Hobby Lobby and swagged some light pink tartan fabric for a new lolita jsk >o< I know I haven't posted or finished properly the last jsk but I feel so empty lately I need something to keep me busy. I don't have the urge to work on cosplay in fact I feel like I might be slowing up on cosplay :/ I really loved this hobby but when I really think about it I spend so much time and money on costumes and wig and never wear them but for a few hours. In that time I never get to do the things I really want to do in them. I want pictures taken or my own uses like DA but I am too nervous to get one of my friends to take pictures of me because they act like they are too busy or snap a shot, not tell me its blurry beyond all reason and walk away. I fucking hate it.
Also I stopped watching anime and reading manga. I never fit in well with other fans. I hate how some of them don't know how to act when in public so I stopped attending gatherings and ditched the forums. I use to cosplay characters because I liked them but when that stopped I started cosplaying just based on character designs but now it seems everything is so boring the second time I look at it :/.
Things I think would be cute look better in groups and I don't really have friends with similar body types that like or can get a hold of the costume (not that I don't enjoy cosplaying with Avis because I do! it's always fun!). I just wish I could get more out of cosplay that I put into it right now it feels like it's starting to lose it's spark :/ Elijah thinks it's because nothing really amazing has been out which could also be the reasoning I hope.
I don't think I can quit quit at the moment. Just take things a bit slower than I use to.
I HATE SUNTRUST
I SWEAR if it weren't for the fact that I love online shopping I WOULD NOT HAVE A BANK ACCOUNT!. We called Suntrust. They gave me $25 back out of $50 they also took out $2 for taking out $35. I swear they raped me left and right with that one. I'm so fucking pissed. Now I can't get shit I wanted to buy online. Naturally. I am PISSED.
My brother pissed me off. Bitch told my mom he was giving me money for my birthday and never did because I was getting $50 and $60 from my grandparents. So yeah I am going on broke.
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My 20th birthday was this past Saturday. It was really enjoyable! I got to spend it with all of my favorite people <3
Saturday morning I went shopping with my brother,his girlfriend, and Elijah. I wore Lolita (bunny blouse,mint candy jsk and head bow, socks and the worlds most unpleasant to wear shoes ever!) it was fun and a really cute outfit but I swear I WILL NEVER WEAR THOSE SHOES EVER AGAIN! in fact I should get rid of them now...
I went to buy my own Christmas present from my parents (rofl) I got myself the Hello Kitty hoodie I wanted in my previous post (I think). Elijah got me the Hello Kitty ear muffs in the same post! I love them so much. When I asked him if I looked like Hello Kitty he replied "yeah because you both have big heads" ROFL, thanks.
I tried to get him to pick a present too but he wouldn't choose anything! so I just bought us some candy share. On our way out the mall I picked up new friend ;D
Her name is Miku <3
My friend Rob called me on our way back. He was on his way to Cici's to meet us! I thought I had told everyone 8!!! Elijah and I sort of rushed to set up Petey's old cage for Miku and then I changed into something better suited for playing Laser Tag in that was still pretty. When we got to Cici's Rob gave me my present which was a handful of condoms..It surprised me and I ended up dropping a few on the ground....WITH MY BROTHER RIGHT BEHIND ME! I freaked out and hurried to stuff them into my bag without thinking. Thing is Rob constantly asked me during the night if I liked his gift he also kept asking Elijah. I was so scared he was going to inform my brother of what he got me. If he didn't I probably did because I kept opening my purse forgetting they were right there! UGH.
More people than I thought was coming to Cici's showed up. It made me really happy! they also gave me many gifts!! >w< Everyone kept complimenting me on how cute Elijah was rofl.
Laser Tag was awesome!! the only thing that bothered me were the staff members were really....dull they talked and looked at us like a bunch of zombies...... My team won twice! I didn't really know I was doing the whole time >w< but the music was pretty awesome lol. Lolita print in black light looks AMAZING! I wish I had brought my camera with me but I left it out in my bag so it wouldn't get in the way ;A;.
At around 11 they started closing (WITHOUT TELLING US) they just sort of turned off everything and started sweeping we took it as our cue to leave...
Sunday was the laziest day ever, but for good reasoning! #1 it was raining and #2 Elijah's back was hurting a lot. It was like this before he arrived but he sort of forgot about it during laser tag and made it worst. He couldn't really move around much in the morning so I spent the whole day taking care of him. I cooked breakfast for him, went out in the rain and bought him cold and hot pads to place on his back. Pretty much anything to make him feel better. We cuddled and watched mystery shows on TV til we both fell asleep. It was really enjoyable! I love that guy so much >w<. I cried when he had to leave but idk I may get to see him again before school starts. We'll see.
Today I was feeling pretty down so I went out. I saw the Princess and the Frog~! It really cheered me up! I also went to Hobby Lobby and swagged some light pink tartan fabric for a new lolita jsk >o< I know I haven't posted or finished properly the last jsk but I feel so empty lately I need something to keep me busy. I don't have the urge to work on cosplay in fact I feel like I might be slowing up on cosplay :/ I really loved this hobby but when I really think about it I spend so much time and money on costumes and wig and never wear them but for a few hours. In that time I never get to do the things I really want to do in them. I want pictures taken or my own uses like DA but I am too nervous to get one of my friends to take pictures of me because they act like they are too busy or snap a shot, not tell me its blurry beyond all reason and walk away. I fucking hate it.
Also I stopped watching anime and reading manga. I never fit in well with other fans. I hate how some of them don't know how to act when in public so I stopped attending gatherings and ditched the forums. I use to cosplay characters because I liked them but when that stopped I started cosplaying just based on character designs but now it seems everything is so boring the second time I look at it :/.
Things I think would be cute look better in groups and I don't really have friends with similar body types that like or can get a hold of the costume (not that I don't enjoy cosplaying with Avis because I do! it's always fun!). I just wish I could get more out of cosplay that I put into it right now it feels like it's starting to lose it's spark :/ Elijah thinks it's because nothing really amazing has been out which could also be the reasoning I hope.
I don't think I can quit quit at the moment. Just take things a bit slower than I use to.