is that really me? I look like such a girl...
Something about turning 26 this last year...everything I watch has people who are having existential questions....at first I thought I was just going mad...until I started listening...its amazing when you find your way out of your own little sad world...
I keep hoping for an answer...but the truth is...there is no answer...at least not one that is put into words...if it were that simple I think most people would have caught on by now...
But I suppose there is comfort in at least owning the question...not that it defines who you are...but that it is very much a part of a greater whole of questions...same as everyone else...and also in that small fraction of satisfaction you get when you get an answer to just one of them...no matter how few and far between...
Of course that is being more optimistic than I'm used to being....
who knows...maybe its not too late to change your mind...
I keep hoping for an answer...but the truth is...there is no answer...at least not one that is put into words...if it were that simple I think most people would have caught on by now...
But I suppose there is comfort in at least owning the question...not that it defines who you are...but that it is very much a part of a greater whole of questions...same as everyone else...and also in that small fraction of satisfaction you get when you get an answer to just one of them...no matter how few and far between...
Of course that is being more optimistic than I'm used to being....
who knows...maybe its not too late to change your mind...