Yes...No...Maybe...?

Feb 02, 2005 00:29

Now and again, I lose faith in friends and acquaintances...or, for that matter...people, in general. Oh fuck, I downright lose patience and trust in people sometimes if given enough opportunities and reasons to! And, I’m often known to have “the patience of a saint.” My tolerance for wishy-washiness amongst my peers is waning tediously thin. Is it so difficult to stick with a decision and be satisfied with it...instead of bailing out time and time again!?!?!? Yeah, when someone says “maybe,” it often means “no.” That’s a given, I believe.

But for some perspective, I must confess that I have flaked on others on numerous occasions. Hey, I’m not proud of that fact, but at least I can admit it! Sure, I may be a hypocrite for even babbling on and on about people who flake, being that I must include myself amongst those I am diatribing about here. I can live with that. What’s sad is that often time those who continuously do this to their “friends” don’t even realize how rude it is and don’t try to make amends. So, then I am left waiting for the next time (and there is ALWAYS a next time!) for it to happen...as I flash a whiplash smile and a shake of my head in disbelief that I let myself get fooled again. Pathetic.

On a closing happier note, here are the latest additions to my “wall of music:” Bright Eyes, “I’m Wide Awake It’s Morning” & “Digital Ash In A Digital Urn;” The Chemical Brothers, “Push The Button;” ...And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead, “Worlds Apart (Ltd. Ed);” Dirty Vegas, “One;” Muse, “Showbiz;” and Ash, “Intergalactic Sonic 7”s (Ltd. Ed.).”

Our unsleepable friend...
Gets the message on an ill wind.
All your friends and your foes...
Would rather die than have to touch you.

To say the least...
I'm truly disappointed.
Truly, truly, truly, oh...

Drank too much...
And I said too much...
And there's nowhere to go...but down.

Young boy...
I wanna help you.
See these lines...!?!?!?
Truly disappointed.
Truly, truly, truly, oh...

Don't talk to me, no...
About people who are "nice."
Because I have spent my whole life --- in ruins...
Because of people who are "nice."
Oh, this world may lack style, I know...
Each bud must blossom and grow, oh...

Young girl...
One day you will be old.
But the thing is, I love you NOW...

This is the last song I will ever sing (Yeah!)
No!...I've changed my mind again (Aaw...)

Goodnight...and thank you...
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