Apr 03, 2009 03:57
I nEveR kNEw and I mAy nEvEr KnOw wHy eM sO SeLFiSh. WeN eM hApPy, iT iS ALL bCUz i HaV Found a ReAsoN FoR MYseLF anD aLL The AgOnies I HaV, r bcUz oF pPL wHu HaTe mE .. NoT ReaLLy .. It iS jUSt that I nEvER ToOk dA the BLamEs oN my SeLF. LeT Me Do This TOdAY, I TaKE aLL Da BLameS oN mE aNd NoW U Can Take Ur winGs baCk n FLy To Ur HEavEn Of PEaCe. I LoVe My HeLL anD HaTReD iS WhAt I LiVe FOr ...
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I StiLL hAv ALL mY bRokEn TOyS n peNciLs, FeW oLD FOtOs, sChooL bOoks anD a WaTeR Gun. I LoVe eVerYThng I HaV oF mY LOsT DayS BcuZ thEy WeR THe moSt pReciouS dAYs oF My LiFe. Waking up eArLY iN THe mORning n Getin ReAdy For SchooL iS LeSs pAinFuL THen LOsing sOmeOne aNd THe exCiTemEnt oF gEtin BaCk to hOMe From ScHOOL iS MUCh MorE thEn HaVin WiTh U thE onE u LoVe... bUt iTs tOo LaTe For Me to ReALiZe now . !
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