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So I'm sitting reading through different people's myspace and stuff. Just like trying to kill sometime before Bible study tonight. I was looking particularly at the 12 and those guys. If you don't know the 12 are basically the guys that I looked after this year. And the story goes on...
...I don't think I've done a good job this year. Like I'm not sure I was fruitfull. This is why. They're all alcholics now. Like 5 months ago I remember when I had a full car twice a week to go to church, to get to know God. I've got like countless reciepts from bibles and I feel like theres nothing to show for it. Seriously though, they've come content with doing everything I tried to teach them not to do. Like everything I set the whole year up for purity, they don't do. I'm like I feel like I wasted so much time.
I was talkign to my BW roomate about it. I got like a bunch of calls in a row (normal) and I ignored some but answered like 2. He's like "you're pretty popular" and I thought about it and and like really I'm not. The people that hung around me did it because they thought I was cool or because being "christian" was popular. It's so funny that I'm defined by my relationship with Christ. Like people who hate me (all 5 of them) hate me because I'm a Christian. That's stupid. Then there is the group of people who pretend and go through the motions, and waste time... they end up like these guys I'm talking about.
I don't even know why I'm complaining honestly. I feel like I'm just talking. Basically the whole story is:
It's interesting that the people that showed up at prayer every week, are now the people who are getting drunk and screwing.
So this girl... I really really like her. She's a sophmore at BW.
And I really really like her.
It's nutty.
I can keep trying to put it into words... but It's not working out for me.
Jesse Duplantis is comming to CNC. You guys don't even understand. He is my absolute FAVORITE like Pastor. on everything I will be there and early for a front row seat. I want someone to come with me (pref. mike manoni) but if no one comes screw it... I'll still be there. This is the highlight of my year... by far. Past graduation, past new job, past the old girl, past the new girl, past everything. Love Love Jesse Duplantis.
Ok, so Jim is my new roomate for BW. He freaks me out though because he doesn't talk, and that makes me uncomfortable... so I spout. I think he's smart though. Like one of those undercover really smart people like leora. He plays soccer but he's like... smart. I'm gonna be hanging out during his study times trying to pick up a few hints on how to study and like do homework and stuff. My goal for the years I'm in college is to start hanging out with smarter friends who are like nerds. make me nerdy. If not well I still got God and I'm not salt.
BACK TO WHAT I was talking about though. Jim doesn't talk a whole lot. I don't really think he likes me. I wonder if I'll be like hard to live with because I'm definatly not normal. (haha corbie). I'm pretty concerned about having a roomate. not just with him, but with everyone... just because like I'm a pretty trusting person and I'd hate for someone to like steal cash or one of my credit cards or somethin like that. I'm probably over-thinking the entire situation far to much... but I will say that I'm slightly (or more) worried. Spend some time in prayer about it.
Yesterday I went to the movies... and PaId!?!?!
I guess they had a meeting and "someone" had been getting in frequently for free... so pretty much me. I guess for a while i'm supposed to lay low. But some people suck, because it's just a movie.
I also paid for coffee at duncan?!?!?
During the movies I had the most terrible headache. I prayed alot though, and it went away. But like I thought I was gonna die it was so bad. I'm like "Oh God, please don't let me have to go to the hospital and I paid for this movie."
I work for National City Bank now!
My sister comes home next week F yeah!
I love Jerry.
Well, gotta go to Bible study guys... see ya later!
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[[Don]]
Song preview:
Glory
He is Holy
and He's worthy
to be praised...
...I don't think I've done a good job this year. Like I'm not sure I was fruitfull. This is why. They're all alcholics now. Like 5 months ago I remember when I had a full car twice a week to go to church, to get to know God. I've got like countless reciepts from bibles and I feel like theres nothing to show for it. Seriously though, they've come content with doing everything I tried to teach them not to do. Like everything I set the whole year up for purity, they don't do. I'm like I feel like I wasted so much time.
I was talkign to my BW roomate about it. I got like a bunch of calls in a row (normal) and I ignored some but answered like 2. He's like "you're pretty popular" and I thought about it and and like really I'm not. The people that hung around me did it because they thought I was cool or because being "christian" was popular. It's so funny that I'm defined by my relationship with Christ. Like people who hate me (all 5 of them) hate me because I'm a Christian. That's stupid. Then there is the group of people who pretend and go through the motions, and waste time... they end up like these guys I'm talking about.
I don't even know why I'm complaining honestly. I feel like I'm just talking. Basically the whole story is:
It's interesting that the people that showed up at prayer every week, are now the people who are getting drunk and screwing.
So this girl... I really really like her. She's a sophmore at BW.
And I really really like her.
It's nutty.
I can keep trying to put it into words... but It's not working out for me.
Jesse Duplantis is comming to CNC. You guys don't even understand. He is my absolute FAVORITE like Pastor. on everything I will be there and early for a front row seat. I want someone to come with me (pref. mike manoni) but if no one comes screw it... I'll still be there. This is the highlight of my year... by far. Past graduation, past new job, past the old girl, past the new girl, past everything. Love Love Jesse Duplantis.
Ok, so Jim is my new roomate for BW. He freaks me out though because he doesn't talk, and that makes me uncomfortable... so I spout. I think he's smart though. Like one of those undercover really smart people like leora. He plays soccer but he's like... smart. I'm gonna be hanging out during his study times trying to pick up a few hints on how to study and like do homework and stuff. My goal for the years I'm in college is to start hanging out with smarter friends who are like nerds. make me nerdy. If not well I still got God and I'm not salt.
BACK TO WHAT I was talking about though. Jim doesn't talk a whole lot. I don't really think he likes me. I wonder if I'll be like hard to live with because I'm definatly not normal. (haha corbie). I'm pretty concerned about having a roomate. not just with him, but with everyone... just because like I'm a pretty trusting person and I'd hate for someone to like steal cash or one of my credit cards or somethin like that. I'm probably over-thinking the entire situation far to much... but I will say that I'm slightly (or more) worried. Spend some time in prayer about it.
Yesterday I went to the movies... and PaId!?!?!
I guess they had a meeting and "someone" had been getting in frequently for free... so pretty much me. I guess for a while i'm supposed to lay low. But some people suck, because it's just a movie.
I also paid for coffee at duncan?!?!?
During the movies I had the most terrible headache. I prayed alot though, and it went away. But like I thought I was gonna die it was so bad. I'm like "Oh God, please don't let me have to go to the hospital and I paid for this movie."
I work for National City Bank now!
My sister comes home next week F yeah!
I love Jerry.
Well, gotta go to Bible study guys... see ya later!
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[[Don]]
Song preview:
Glory
He is Holy
and He's worthy
to be praised...