update
okay here goes...
two shocks coming up; went on a date saturday after work, and after yesterday i am now barred from the fleet pub in portsmouth!!
saturday: met up with lisa b, who i have chatted to on facebook (sorry sarah) and we just went to gunwharf had a drink then walked across southsea seafront. i felt that we connected and hope she feels the same.... i did my usual thing of talking rubbish but she was candian so i guess she felt i was being english
sunday: went for some drinks after work with colleagues and housemates. at first the usual thing of me sitting there occasionally chatting to people until i got drunk. we then went to the pool tables and played NOW this was where it went wrong... i saw that some people had left and a whole drinkwas left i was always told drink was a terrible thing to waste so i went and took it DERN IT!! meanwhile after winning a game with sarah my housemate we went outside so she could smoke and we chatted; whilst i see her as a friend i always felt that she saw me as a loser so this conversation opened me up and surprised me in how much she thought of me highly.... but this didn't last as the security guys kicked me out as i was caught on cctv; i later snuck back in with help from friends but got kicked out again. told i was barred and if i tried to enter ever again the police would get involved!!!! went home and haven't been able to look at people in the face since...
two shocks coming up; went on a date saturday after work, and after yesterday i am now barred from the fleet pub in portsmouth!!
saturday: met up with lisa b, who i have chatted to on facebook (sorry sarah) and we just went to gunwharf had a drink then walked across southsea seafront. i felt that we connected and hope she feels the same.... i did my usual thing of talking rubbish but she was candian so i guess she felt i was being english
sunday: went for some drinks after work with colleagues and housemates. at first the usual thing of me sitting there occasionally chatting to people until i got drunk. we then went to the pool tables and played NOW this was where it went wrong... i saw that some people had left and a whole drinkwas left i was always told drink was a terrible thing to waste so i went and took it DERN IT!! meanwhile after winning a game with sarah my housemate we went outside so she could smoke and we chatted; whilst i see her as a friend i always felt that she saw me as a loser so this conversation opened me up and surprised me in how much she thought of me highly.... but this didn't last as the security guys kicked me out as i was caught on cctv; i later snuck back in with help from friends but got kicked out again. told i was barred and if i tried to enter ever again the police would get involved!!!! went home and haven't been able to look at people in the face since...