L'Amor.....
"What is it about love that makes us so stupid?"~ Diane Lane as Frances Mayes in Under the Tuscan Sun
Ok this is going to be one of those long pointless entries, just letting you all know. I am stuck in this unbelievable rutt. I want to break out and do things. Be crazy. But alas I am too responsible. Not only that but recently Dominick and I have decided that maybe a serious relationship is not the best thing for us right now. We are not breaking up we are seeing other people at the moment. I want to go and see other people. Well I sorta want to. Ok I don't want to at all. BUT I am not happy with how my relationship with Dom is at the moment. He is not romantic at all. I feel more like an obligation than something he looks forward to. We greet each other in sweat pants. i love the omcfort that we feel in each other but I hate it at the same time. I am annoyed by things he does and yet cannot imagine living without him. He is my everything. I want him to look at me with fire and passion. I want him to leave me roses and take me to special places. I'm not talking love poetry poeple. I'm talking simple romance. I don't know where it went. Now don't anyone go telling me to leave him. It's not an option. I love him with all my heart and soul. I want the romance back. I want ot have a serious relationship with the man I fell in love with. Where for art thou Dominick? I am so lost and lonely. I miss him. Isn't that crazy? It's ludicris. I just want the man that I started going out with. The man who took me to a hill top and asked me to be with him forever. I don't understand. I look into his eyes and I see love. He just won't express it anymore. I'm feeling so shitty right now. I need a hug.
~Bella
Ok this is going to be one of those long pointless entries, just letting you all know. I am stuck in this unbelievable rutt. I want to break out and do things. Be crazy. But alas I am too responsible. Not only that but recently Dominick and I have decided that maybe a serious relationship is not the best thing for us right now. We are not breaking up we are seeing other people at the moment. I want to go and see other people. Well I sorta want to. Ok I don't want to at all. BUT I am not happy with how my relationship with Dom is at the moment. He is not romantic at all. I feel more like an obligation than something he looks forward to. We greet each other in sweat pants. i love the omcfort that we feel in each other but I hate it at the same time. I am annoyed by things he does and yet cannot imagine living without him. He is my everything. I want him to look at me with fire and passion. I want him to leave me roses and take me to special places. I'm not talking love poetry poeple. I'm talking simple romance. I don't know where it went. Now don't anyone go telling me to leave him. It's not an option. I love him with all my heart and soul. I want the romance back. I want ot have a serious relationship with the man I fell in love with. Where for art thou Dominick? I am so lost and lonely. I miss him. Isn't that crazy? It's ludicris. I just want the man that I started going out with. The man who took me to a hill top and asked me to be with him forever. I don't understand. I look into his eyes and I see love. He just won't express it anymore. I'm feeling so shitty right now. I need a hug.
~Bella