lost in paralysis
The end of the paralysis
I was a statuette
Now I'm drunk as hell on a piano bench
And when I press the keys
It all gets reversed
The sound of loneliness makes me happier
My feet are on the floor but not feeling it, and i'm having trouble understanding this wave of consciousness, it keeps sweeping me straight into the air, but as i look down my feet are still there, there's never a grip on reality, i choose this imagery to mirror how lonely i do often feel, and i know you're there but i can't help but worry you might disappear, this is the awful light that blinks in my head, and it's batteries refuse to run dead, so i hate myself for insecurity, and i why i like to thrive on feeling lonely. This is no way to live this can't be happiness, of course you give me that, and i love you for it, how the candle is lit, and the wick is long, and the wax it sits as a towering throne, and the flame ignites a little fire in me, and it wages war against the tragedy which my brain dictates and how sad it seems, that even when i'm glad i try to be happy.
I was a statuette
Now I'm drunk as hell on a piano bench
And when I press the keys
It all gets reversed
The sound of loneliness makes me happier
My feet are on the floor but not feeling it, and i'm having trouble understanding this wave of consciousness, it keeps sweeping me straight into the air, but as i look down my feet are still there, there's never a grip on reality, i choose this imagery to mirror how lonely i do often feel, and i know you're there but i can't help but worry you might disappear, this is the awful light that blinks in my head, and it's batteries refuse to run dead, so i hate myself for insecurity, and i why i like to thrive on feeling lonely. This is no way to live this can't be happiness, of course you give me that, and i love you for it, how the candle is lit, and the wick is long, and the wax it sits as a towering throne, and the flame ignites a little fire in me, and it wages war against the tragedy which my brain dictates and how sad it seems, that even when i'm glad i try to be happy.