お久しぶり！
It's been a while, huh? I didn't go on LJ for a while now. Mostly cause I've been busy with other things. Though, with what, I'm not sure XD I haven't really been up to much of anything except translating. I think the last time I posted I had just started...I only had 13 pages? I have 140 pages now XDDD Dang...
Anyway other than that, I've been trying to get into the University of Hawaii at Manoa o 3o I applied super early so I could find out quickly XD Unfortunately, due to my sucky school, and the FL postal system, my last transcript needed is taking forever to get there. UGH, the suspense is driving me crazy. I just wanna hurry up and know if I can afford to go!! I really hope I can, I can't deal with anymore disappointments -___- If I can't get in, I don't know what I'll do. There's nothing left for me to do. I'll be stuck getting a stupid job that I have no desire to do.
Speaking of which, I'm totally done with THIS school. This quarter and the one after are all I have left, but my motivation died so very long ago. My classes are getting increasingly stupid. After this quarter the only classes left that I have to take are all for graduation. Demo Reel Production, Demo Reel Presentation, Career Development and Print Portfolio. All of those classes sound EXPENSIVE. And for what purpose? I'm not planning on getting a job in my field, but I have to pay all this money to pretend like I am. Working up in career services has proven to me that even if I wanted a job in my field, there are none here. And even if there were, and even if I went else where to find one, none of us at this school are good enough to get them. Cause if we were, we wouldn't be at this school. *rage*
I guess I just have to tell myself that it's almost over. It's almost over. And if I get into UH, maybe things will start to look up. So til then, I've been preoccupying myself by studying more Japanese so I can bypass the beginner level classes. I need to take care of as many credits as possible, so even if I don't qualify for very much financial aid, I can make up for it by taking fewer classes. Though, I'd really like to get my bachelors and masters. I'd also like to either minor or double major in Korean. But if I double major in Korean, I'd have to stay longer...so it all just depends on the cost...Hopefully eventually, I can apply to be a Hawaii resident. Ah, I'm probably getting ahead of myself. It's not like I don't think I CAN get into UH, it's just a matter of affording it. Though, my mom says she'd pay for part of it if I minor in Spanish XD Which isn't a bad idea, but...eh...
Well, also getting ahead of myself, I'd like to check out the Hawaii Lolita scene XD I know it exists, if it exists in FL. Heat does not stop the lolitas XDDDD My mom was like "yeah right, no one dresses up in Hawaii" (she's been once and thinks she's an expert on Hawaii now). But I know that's not true -w- Anyway, here's looking forward to graduating, Hawaii, and hopefully better things~
Anyway other than that, I've been trying to get into the University of Hawaii at Manoa o 3o I applied super early so I could find out quickly XD Unfortunately, due to my sucky school, and the FL postal system, my last transcript needed is taking forever to get there. UGH, the suspense is driving me crazy. I just wanna hurry up and know if I can afford to go!! I really hope I can, I can't deal with anymore disappointments -___- If I can't get in, I don't know what I'll do. There's nothing left for me to do. I'll be stuck getting a stupid job that I have no desire to do.
Speaking of which, I'm totally done with THIS school. This quarter and the one after are all I have left, but my motivation died so very long ago. My classes are getting increasingly stupid. After this quarter the only classes left that I have to take are all for graduation. Demo Reel Production, Demo Reel Presentation, Career Development and Print Portfolio. All of those classes sound EXPENSIVE. And for what purpose? I'm not planning on getting a job in my field, but I have to pay all this money to pretend like I am. Working up in career services has proven to me that even if I wanted a job in my field, there are none here. And even if there were, and even if I went else where to find one, none of us at this school are good enough to get them. Cause if we were, we wouldn't be at this school. *rage*
I guess I just have to tell myself that it's almost over. It's almost over. And if I get into UH, maybe things will start to look up. So til then, I've been preoccupying myself by studying more Japanese so I can bypass the beginner level classes. I need to take care of as many credits as possible, so even if I don't qualify for very much financial aid, I can make up for it by taking fewer classes. Though, I'd really like to get my bachelors and masters. I'd also like to either minor or double major in Korean. But if I double major in Korean, I'd have to stay longer...so it all just depends on the cost...Hopefully eventually, I can apply to be a Hawaii resident. Ah, I'm probably getting ahead of myself. It's not like I don't think I CAN get into UH, it's just a matter of affording it. Though, my mom says she'd pay for part of it if I minor in Spanish XD Which isn't a bad idea, but...eh...
Well, also getting ahead of myself, I'd like to check out the Hawaii Lolita scene XD I know it exists, if it exists in FL. Heat does not stop the lolitas XDDDD My mom was like "yeah right, no one dresses up in Hawaii" (she's been once and thinks she's an expert on Hawaii now). But I know that's not true -w- Anyway, here's looking forward to graduating, Hawaii, and hopefully better things~