*sob*
I think I need a fucking holiday. Ive had enough of everything. This scene I have to do is doing my head in. I swear to God that this fucking film is going to give me a stroke before long, its stressing me out so much. Now really isnt the time to annoy me either but STILL these stupid, stupid people are winding me up. Im so sick to death of having to waste time I DONT HAVE because some people are just incapable of doing anything except FAFF AROUND!
Honestly, If I suggest something and you agree to it DO NOT tell me a moment before I set things in motion to drop the whole idea because dropping plans at the last second is GUARANTEED to piss me right off. Especially when carrying out our plans involves me working for a day straight without a seconds breath so I HAVE TIME to do so...
To stay on top of this workload I have to schedule in everything. If I have to go back and cancel it already increases the likelihood that Im not going to be able to do it again for a while...
Im tired of you being so slapdash, Im tired of feeling so damned shafted all the time, Im tired of looking forward to something that may or may not happen, Im tired of crying out of sheer frustration and disappointment
And yet, right now, crying is all I really want to do
Im sick of having an audience when Im trying to test a scene. It really puts me off. Im aware this is a petty issue, but its an issue nonetheless. If I tell you to fuck off out of it and leave me be I expect you to do it, not stand there cringing at me in that irritating fashion that you always do. It will not make me tolerate you, Im not the sort. Its more likely to rile me up further and throw you bodily across the room. And you know Id do it too.
Total isolation for a significant length of time is becoming increasingly appealing to me
Honestly, If I suggest something and you agree to it DO NOT tell me a moment before I set things in motion to drop the whole idea because dropping plans at the last second is GUARANTEED to piss me right off. Especially when carrying out our plans involves me working for a day straight without a seconds breath so I HAVE TIME to do so...
To stay on top of this workload I have to schedule in everything. If I have to go back and cancel it already increases the likelihood that Im not going to be able to do it again for a while...
Im tired of you being so slapdash, Im tired of feeling so damned shafted all the time, Im tired of looking forward to something that may or may not happen, Im tired of crying out of sheer frustration and disappointment
And yet, right now, crying is all I really want to do
Im sick of having an audience when Im trying to test a scene. It really puts me off. Im aware this is a petty issue, but its an issue nonetheless. If I tell you to fuck off out of it and leave me be I expect you to do it, not stand there cringing at me in that irritating fashion that you always do. It will not make me tolerate you, Im not the sort. Its more likely to rile me up further and throw you bodily across the room. And you know Id do it too.
Total isolation for a significant length of time is becoming increasingly appealing to me