Close to a mental breakdown.

[domitsu]

I've had enough. Tonight I was on the verge of bursting into tears over how lonely I am. It is difficult to write much more, because there isn't much more to it. I was sitting in the Union looking around and all I saw was people having a good time. The annoying thing is, all I hear about is how much trouble close relationships are, but how did they feel before that. They never stop to think that maybe they have a good thing, something worth putting a little effort into. I have kept this in too long. I have to write this here now. If I don't, I'll do what I always do and just say fine the next time someone asks 'Are you ok?' or 'How are you?'

I was so close to interacting with someone I didn't know, but I didn't think until I had past the door to leave by which time it was little late to back in past the bouncers. A shame.