Apr 02, 2009 15:04
this week is going by exceptionally fast. i was dreading it and i make myself not consider it and just live each day. it's been wonderful.
i just finished that book about happiness, and the author mentions that too much thinking breeds unhappiness. i overthink everything. sometimes i go to bed early so that i can just lay there and think. i like this, but is it healthy? is going over the same thought pattersn again and again good? no. i waste so much energy thinking about the same things over and over...i need new material.
i finally feel like money isn't an issue. i was able to walk in to old navy, grab three shirts, and walk out in 15 minutes without blinking an eye. it was fantastic! i'm very grateful for that.
i'm really looking forward to seeing my parents this easter. i miss them terribly. i want to go home!
i want a bikini wax. and i'm sick of this red hair. i can't keep it consistent because it fades so fast. i liked it a week ago and now it's this brassy orange color. eff that. i think i'm going to go brown again. maybe get some highlights for the summer?
i want to get a tan. i'm considering the tanning bed, even tho i know it's not good for my freckled, moled, self. but will once or twice a week kill me? i don't want to be orange or leather, but i feel liek some color would really help me out here....
not much else going on. this horrid, lovely weather is making me feel strange. i love rain...but the low pressure messes with yo head...
xoxo
vanity,
quickie