Jul 10, 2009 23:40
IF PEOPLE TELL ME ONE MORE TIME THAT I'M LYING ABOUT ALL MY PROBLEMS AND PAIN AND DON'T LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY, I'M GOING TO HURT SOMEONE!! POSSIBLY MYSELF. I'M SO FREAKING SICK OF BEING CALLED A LIAR. IT'S REAL PAIN, IT'S REALLY THERE. JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN'T FEEL IT DOESN'T MEAN IT'S A FIGMENT OF MY IMAGINATION! WHEN SEVERAL DOCTORS TELL ME NOT TO DO SOMETHING BECAUSE IT'S HARMFUL TO ME, I'M NOT GOING TO DO IT NO MATTER WHAT YOU THINK!! YOU ARE NOT A DOCTOR, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON. NOT THAT IT MATTERS WHAT THE DOCTORS TELL ME, YOU SAY I'M LYING ANYWAY. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!! I KNOW WHAT'S BEST FOR ME, NOT YOU.
And since when do you have to act a certain way if something bad happened to you? How do you even act like you know everything that's happened to me. And just because I don't bring everything bad up all the time to try to get sympathy doesn't mean it never happened. I know plenty of people who've told only me when something has happened to them and they don't act any different. MOST PEOPLE DON'T LIKE CONSTANTLY RELIVING BAD THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO THEM!
health,
grr!,
rant