Getting happier every day.......
So thursday my car stopped on me. it was the funniest thing in the world, i thought. david and my litlle cousin was with me and i didn't think they were to happy about our little situation. that day i was also having a bad day so i stared singing dora the explorer songs. david was getting annoyed with me, but hey i was in a shittty rut and he wasn't making me feel any better so i decided to make myself feel better. i was laughing so hard at myself. i was so stupid. but anyways my aunt told my dad what happened to my car and when i saw him he said that he would by me a new car. well not brand new, a used one, but it will be brand new to me. i already found one in great condition and a grat price. except it's an auto and i like my stick shifts. so i guess i will have to keep on looking. oh i have another meeting with the school i want to go to. i'm going monday the 20th. hopefully everything goes well. well i guess that's all i have to say. i get my best ideas on what to write at night and would like to write so that i can get my feelings out, but i can't use the computer at night cuz then my aunt and uncle will yell at me and the comp is in my little cousins room and i don't want to wake him. sometimes i wish that i was at home so that i could use my own comp. but i can't cuz i can't stand being alone at night. i get freaked out to easily and let's just say i have a great imagination and when my mind starts going it won't stop. i can never live by myself. i'm such a wuss sometimes. ugh so i suck right now. but anyways. DON'T FART, GO AWAY, POINT YOUR BUTT THE OTHER WAY.