Jul 23, 2004 10:55
i don't know what i'm supposed to write about, my boy david said that i should try this, while i think that a journal is a very private thing. he still said i should try it. ok so here goes
yesterday i had karate class and i ended up getting 2 new brusies on my arms, of course i already had to cuz of david, but whatever. i've been feeling a little down lately, don't know why though, i try to get that feeling away but it always comes back for some reason. i mean it's weird i thought i was happy and just living my life single and free, but i guess not. see i'm guessing i;m feeling this way cuz i haven't had a boyfriend. but the thing is i thought i didn't want one, i have to much shit going on in my life and shit just keeps on getting bigger. so the question is what do i do, well it's obvious nothing. i just right my feelings down and hope it goes away. i don't even know y i'm writing this for, so all the world to know what i feel inside, but if david says i should try it here i am trying. it's like the duke always says "u should always try everything just once, or what's the point of living"