Don't.
Steven. You make me happy.
Talking to you today made my day.
Stephan didn't call me. But, it didn't matter.
Because you made me forget.
And we are still working on that book. And it's going to be frickin' amazing.
I'm working on schoolwork... and it's stressing me out. School just is.
And, now, my family is. I was forced to eat; I didn't feel like it. I'm really quiet. Things are consuming me. My parents think I'm having all these problems. I really don't want to talk right now. It's just not a good time.
And they don't know when to stop. My brother, my mother, my father.
It just annoys the hell out of me and I wish it'd quit.
And they think I'm mad at them.
Haha, harassing me more does make me that way.
If you would leave me the fuck alone, I wouldn't have this problem.
So, yes, I'm rather distraught right now.
I hope I don't snap on Stephan if he calls; he doesn't deserve it.
And I must call Steven tonight, if it's the last thing I do.
My little asian boy.
I really want someone to love me and... be there for me.
It doesn't even have to be a relationship.
Just... a cuddle buddy lover friend. ♥
Just... someone. =|
Why?
I'm just so ... blah.
There's not a word to describe. =[
Haha. And friends know how to make you feel like shit.
Especially the close ones.
Talking to you today made my day.
Stephan didn't call me. But, it didn't matter.
Because you made me forget.
And we are still working on that book. And it's going to be frickin' amazing.
I'm working on schoolwork... and it's stressing me out. School just is.
And, now, my family is. I was forced to eat; I didn't feel like it. I'm really quiet. Things are consuming me. My parents think I'm having all these problems. I really don't want to talk right now. It's just not a good time.
And they don't know when to stop. My brother, my mother, my father.
It just annoys the hell out of me and I wish it'd quit.
And they think I'm mad at them.
Haha, harassing me more does make me that way.
If you would leave me the fuck alone, I wouldn't have this problem.
So, yes, I'm rather distraught right now.
I hope I don't snap on Stephan if he calls; he doesn't deserve it.
And I must call Steven tonight, if it's the last thing I do.
My little asian boy.
I really want someone to love me and... be there for me.
It doesn't even have to be a relationship.
Just... a cuddle buddy lover friend. ♥
Just... someone. =|
Why?
I'm just so ... blah.
There's not a word to describe. =[
Haha. And friends know how to make you feel like shit.
Especially the close ones.