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Well, my life has officialy ended today...
Tara, i'm sorry ok? I didn't wanna tell you the way i did. I wanted to tell you face to face so you can see it...i'm sorry...at first i didn't wanna tell you at all...but i knew i could trust you...so i told you...the way i did...please don't be mad...i did it again yesterday...Tara listen, i'm tryin to stop ceriously, but things come up, and i can't control it all...i cant stop what already started...at least...that's how i feel. I'm trying so hard to stop, i'm sittin here in the computer lab at school cryin while i write this update. U may have not of noticed, but when i called your house back after i told you...i was crying. I was crying alot. So please don't be mad at me.
Oh my god i'm so stressed out right now. I wanna die right here right now. i'll update sometime later or maybe never again.